When we fell asleep video chatting every night for a month When I cried because you were the first person to make me feel like I wasn’t alone When you excitedly told me about kissing a girl in a cemetery When you sent me videos of your dirt bike When we went cruising and listened to songs from our favourite band When you tried to teach me how to game When you told me everything you love about your girlfriend When you talked about engines and cars with me even though I didn’t understand When you saw I was feeling bad even at the one place I’m always happy When you didn’t ask questions when I asked you to get rid of my razors, but instead told me how proud you were When you held me as I cried, knowing I hate crying in front of people When you let me fall asleep holding you even though I was cold and wet When you held my hand when we woke up on the day when everyone had to leave When you let me hug you a hundred times because you knew how much I’d miss you
When you gave me closeness and friendship and love unlike anything I’d ever known before
When we sat in my porch for 3 hours after fireworks were shot at people during a party, so you could make sure I was okay When you let me cuddle you even though your friends would give you a hard time When you told me you’d help me out if anyone ever hurt me When you took a selfie with me When you carried me everywhere *** I was tired When you held my hand going down a steep trail because I couldn’t see and you knew I was scared When you brought me extra food because you knew I skipped lunch When you were protective over who I was friends with When I came over to your house for the first time and we made pizza, gamed, and hung out with your family When you had you first kiss with me
When you always showed you were protective of me and became the big brother I never had
When you told me you were bi on the first day we met When you told me that only people you know well or that you like get to know you’re bi When you cried and told me all your favourite facts and memories of a friend who had betrayed you When you told me I had a cute nose When you fell asleep holding my hand When we hugged eachother after not seeing eachother for a year When we kissed for the first time When we kissed more When you were my date When you told me I was the only non-celebrity you’d go gay for When we danced together When we agreed to have an annual one week relationship
When you were the first girl I loved
When I met these people I never thought we’d get to the point were at now. I doubt I’ve effected their lives as much as they’ve effected mine but it doesn’t even really matter because I have them and that’s all that matters to me
We sit behind dull lit screens, Pixelated faces; pixelated dreams. I wish you were here physically, my friend To snuggle with, to hug, to laugh with, and to kiss... "Fish lips!" Until our paths cross again at your parents house in November.