It flickers
on the screen
the last
of what
was soon to be
amazing things

The papers lay bare
the ink unbroken
The desire languished
I am not joking

I have not a word
there's nothing to say
Time to quit writing
It ends as of today

So long fellow poets
The time seems so short
I lost my desire
And I now know it

Carry on will you
There's much to be said
Don't lose you your way
"Goodbye",
is all that he said

We seem like strangers
When around people,
We don't talk
Need a hit ?
Or a fix ?
We'll call each other
When I say I want to die;
I want to fall down at your side
I want you
I want you to want me back in ways we both know wouldn't be accepted
I want to say I love you,
but I stop myself
So long for now
So long.