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Corrina Jay Jun 2015
And in the time of the night the sweats come.
The cold shivers arrive and you become uncomfortable.
That's the time you literally yearn for it.
If only in that moment you didn't feel so **** alone.
Feeling lost, hopeless, broken.
Corrina Jay Apr 2015
"You should love everybody, until they're dead."
If this is the case,
Why doesn't society accept every race?
People have relationships, young or old.
Whether labeled 'bronze, or gold."
It's in our morals to abide by the law
How do we do this, yet love them all?

There is this girl, in love with a man.
He's serving life for kicking her in the stomach again,
and again.
Her parents warned her, loving him just isn't right,
Yet she still hasn't given up this fight.

Speaking of fights,
And unequal rights-
There's a man who joins in riots;
Many years he claimed to be straight,
Although his family, never would buy it.
He's perfectly content with the man he's now with.
He still has to listen to so many myths, rumors, untrue about him, about how he's ******* with his brother's friend 'Tim".

And the girl, loving and accepting of people,
all ranges.
She's stuck in the midst of many ****** changes.
-
She's becoming a man to be with her love.
Another female named Jennica.
Jennica's gay and has been for years,
She's always been judged,
called a queer.

The 37 year old with the nasty beer gut,
Always looking for young girls to ****.
Had *** with his sister for too many years.
It brought his mother so many tears.
Even though he knew it was wrong;
He's always remember the day she killed herself,
and became long gone.

A Mexican boy sneaks over to her house at night,
after her mother tucks her in real tight.
They both know the connection they share isn't right.
All they want is to be honest, open, and true.
How can they do that?
If only they knew.

The young man with the prejudice dad,
always telling him that ******* are bad.
He loves a black girl very deeply,
if his dad knew,
he'd kick him out,
onto the street to beg and be needy.
He'd be abandoned, never allowed in his childhood Home again.

So many things prevent us from love,
all from the past,
Like Race Riots, Slavery, and the Holocaust.
People forget all about the Great Melting ***.

There's a girl, her family perfectly content with money.
Fell in love with a man who's quite funny.
He's very poor, even un-adored.
His mom was the town's ***** back in '94.
Sold her body for cigarettes in the back of the store.
He doesn't know his dad, all because of that.
She loves the man.
He loves her back.
She just doesn't understand how to hold a healthy relationship with men.
He just doesn't want to be used again.

Another girl, loves a man.
She was consumed by drugs,
when it all began.
It started with a book,
A form of art.
Written and published by Susanna Kaysen.
He pulled at every string of her cold heart.
She told him everything, He showed her all of him.
Gave her it all, from deep within.
He didn't judge the scars on any of her limbs.
Now all she desires is to be with him.

There's a boy,
Eighteen to be exact,
trying his hardest to keep a fifteen year old girl intact.
He loves her,
She loves him.
But they can't be together, it feels like ever.
One day she knows, she'll be with him forever.
Elope,
get the demon off from around her throat.
The demon, her own heathen self,
when she's with him it's the best she has ever felt.

A teenage girl, pregnant by her dad's brother,
Scared to death to tell her own mother.
Yet, they've always loved each-other.
He suggests an abortion, for they're unstable.
She decides against it;
For he's her obsession.
As she gifts her mom a bottle of Johnson's baby lotion.

This is one of the things that people don't see, the same way as me.
Everyday problems, just like these.

Please, understand,
Love is love.
Whether it be accepted or not.
Love like this, cannot be bought,
It can't be borrowed,
Traded,
Or Stole.
Lovers like these are Pure and Bold.
- Corrina Jay Haynes
4/24/15
Corrina Jay Apr 2015
I want to die.
To slice my wrists until I bleed out
I want you to have to suffer,
Seeing me there
I want to die.
To strangle myself, lack of oxygen
I want you to be sad,
Missing me
I want to die.
To not wake up
I want you to be remorseful,
Hating yourself
I want to die.
But then I remember,
I'm already dead,
you will never know.
Corrina Jay Apr 2015
We seem like strangers
When around people,
We don't talk
Need a hit ?
Or a fix ?
We'll call each other
When I say I want to die;
I want to fall down at your side
I want you
I want you to want me back in ways we both know wouldn't be accepted
I want to say I love you,
but I stop myself
So long for now
So long.
Jake. <3

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