I tried to be Insta-famous Insecurities celebrated Half naked, for the attention High on pillies, money, vacation With every notification Filling the void behind my left breast I worked for it With body goals like this
Rock solid abs Icon: fire and 100% A whole snack A girl that don't crack
Strip on that pic Like Cardi B on that pole Dancing around men With the only goal of getting rich
Hurt them Slight curl at the corner of my pillow lips Ruin them Feed the feed with self-admiration
It was the meds or was it?
Inner ego Remain incognito Only every other photo Only then you can show How you could work that camera phone
After taking/tripping on Zoloft and other Anti-Psychotic drugs I was prescribed after my divorce, my ego blew threw the roof. I thought I was the hottest ******* the block -- this is not in my normal personality and it's insane that RX meds can make you into a person who you are not... or are you... lol
Benefit overcomes side effect A little piece of heaven with A little piece of hell Red one with lunch Heart shaped, just took once White one, 12hours apart, AM-PM Cute one, if needed in sleepless nights Helps all senses ravishes in delight
Once missed a pill, allowed me to judge clearly Something isn't right Now, I realize how it made me feel Sweat sediment like a dawn dew Pill behold an unparallel beauty Treat it like a piece of timeless art Struggle trying to be the same, with a Wish of a different past
Celebrate "No Pills Day" A better life I wish to pursue Feeling wild and free.
Genre: Clinical abstract Shared from my Anthology, Canvas: Echoes and Reflections, 2018.