Forever I'll find myself falling for a figure I fear I won't see for another few months....
You can feign disinterest, but fair love fights all....and wins.

Don't inconvenience yourself, please. I'm fine, really. Go about your business, nothing to see here.
Just a girl who feels like her ten mile relationship has become a thousand miles, uncrossable, uncontrollable.
Don't worry, no worries at all to be found here.

Just empty space.

That's all there has been for a while...

...and words can't fill it.

Rest your eyes and relax
Cause today is beautiful....
But not as beautiful as him.
Open your eyes
Before he's gone....

Even though every thought in its entirety eventually wears me down....
I could never entice myself into ever letting you go.

Don't deny your desperation for me, darling.
Don't you think it's decent of me to decry you of your dire need in return?

You couldn't conceive
How careless you come off
When I'm crying for attention
But you can't reciprocate.....
Priorities.

Basically, I was born to be yours.
Babe, don't be a stranger.........

Absolutely no way around it anymore.....
What if I told you I loved you?

it was cold
the sky cried
and inwardly,
i was parallel

but then the warmth
back to front
heart to heart
mind to mind
infiltrated me

lace against heathered grey
with a subtle hint of longing
and an even bigger
overshadowing
of need

not knowing what we wanted
or what we needed
awkwardly standing
as the tears began to cease
inside, outside

standing on sacred ground
for two purposes
lower, pushing forward
upper, pushing back
aligned with ease

it was a perfect fit
still is, to be honest
but the puzzle pieces get lost
in life and in strife
and come together
but once every turn of the days

but when the puzzle is finished
the tears will drench it
the warmth will break it down
and the hearts
for once
will be whole