The feeling of a cold blade,
A swift cut,
A sudden stop.

Drips of blood fall down my arm,
Drips of tears fall down my face,
My arm goes numb.

Whines and cries,
Nothing can help,
As I move on to my thighs.

Room is a ****** mess,
Rope around my neck,
Chair under my legs.

I think about all that's happened,
Good and bad.
I jump.

A restraint on my neck,
A face turning blue,
Slowly swaying from side to side.

Whines and cries,
Nothing can help,
As I slowly hang myself.

I've lost someone that I've new for a long time
and now i really want to die it hurts so much i can't take it anymore
i really want to sprawl out on the floor.
i know she's with god now but why'd you have to take her from me
she's only 21 and i'm 16 but we really had dreams me going to college while she has her office in her big city me being a Docter she having a family i just don't understand she was so young and beautiful i just can't take it anymore it's making me burst inside..but bye now i'm gonna go die

I would have never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I would have never thought the day would come
When you would grow tired of me.

Your voice wasn't as sweet
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I wish I could say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

You never looked so happy
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry