I tend to be tempted
in the most subtle ways
I pretend to be satisfied
when i want it more every day
I show all my insecurities
like a pathway to my soul
I dont mind your opinion
my ego is too strong

They want all they can have
but never will get
I just want what i was handed
what will never get lost

I haven't slept in a month now
Eating seems like a waste of time
All the liquor in my liver
It's enough to keep me alive

I regret no mistake
In fact I'd do it all again
Though maybe some subtle things
i would indeed change
I would love you until the end
Some stuff i would maintain
I would lie a little less
And maybe get a better grade
I would not pact with myself
Fake promises that only bring blame
Promises i always break and guilt is my pay

But still i know im fine
My conscience is quite clean

I may be on the right path
Or about to fall in
very deep