Alone in my room
under a UV light thinking of where it all went wrong clothes strewn across my bedroom floor dried up tear lines across my face clutching your torn shirt, numb from pain trying to remember how you smelled Baby i think i miss you still.
Red waves flow at the rocky shore,
crimson ate at the rapidly dying sand, engulfing it slowly with what the river had bore, supplying it with life straight to its core. Don’t take a dip at the boiling pool, be craven from touching for it’ll demand to engulf you into a river of heat for its fuel, for the hungry glow follows no man’s rule. And be not convinced by its beguiling beam since obeisance is what it does not understand and by Pallas it does scheme, before it has your final breath be screams. A flood of blazes crackled through the town crashing at the quaint and old into the land, hastening bitter and searing waves falling down an event so grand and so renowned. But as a tide grows ever so high, closing into the Seraphim at God’s right hand; near midday, it gently ceases until it dies, and the last red drop that treads does dry.
First Poem posted :)
I perish or I thrive.
It is something I should decide. But why are you the one deciding my fate? My life: Its been folded, twisted and coiled in circles and circles since I met you. Its no longer under my control. You are the one on the driver's seat. You drive me through heaven and sometimes, hell too. You make me shine one day, and another day You pour rain and zap thunder clouds over my head. One day, its a paradise and another day, its all pain and sufferings. Yet, I feel so drawn towards you. I can not swerve away from you. I pace up sometimes; its true but only to move ahead and wait for you again. And then, The cycle repeats. Once again, I move in circles and circles around you. It feels like eternities have passed, but I don't feel like resting and catching a breath. I want this cycle to continue forever. If not forever, then a little longer. Some more loops around you, and Who knows? I may be contented with YOU.
It was a sensation like no other
Wide eyes and a beating heart I felt complete, faultless Although I was cold This feeling kept me warm Sister took a nail full Of the white rough powder And laid it upon a book The familiar bitter taste Infused my mouth As I licked the pulverulent I was full of conversation But there wasn't much talking For the voices in my head Were very loud As they were reminding me of reality I tried to push it away The feeling that was anticipated But it was strong And my content feeling Slowly began to fade away My stomach dropped As my mouth ran dry Lips chapped and hands shaking Reality had caught me I pulled on my hair And covered my face "Everyone *****, I want to die" The only words I could speak As I scratched at my arms I growled and kicked Like a cat in a brawl Irritation filled my body Anxiety engulfed my mind A world of agony I spoke aloud But to myself About hate and hostility Concerned and panicked When would this hell end? Sister offered me more So this misery could stop But only to began again When I would remember reality When I would remember this suffering I told her I couldn't This unpleasant feeling was torment I needed desistance But that was impossible This discomfort took time For it seemed everlasting At the peak of irritation I just couldn't take it In need of something to abolish This feeling of affliction Only one thing could help It's pure white consistency Glimmered in the light I reached for the straw As sister laid the powder Atop a book It really carries it's name well For this heroine saved me From the long excruciating trip That laid before me I praise this beautiful drug And all of its glory It has cured my suffering For I feel indebted to it Although me and heroine May only stay friends Considering anything more Would keep me stuck at her side Forever
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