The
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                 in steady
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                                  Silent
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                                       +       sheets
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                                                     +      of  numbing
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                                                            +  ­               cold
                                                            ­           +           + +                                                               + +           + +   + +
                                                               ­              Blankets
                                                                ­            +  +  + +
                                                               ­           the frozen
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                                                    ­                            tundra        
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                                                                ­                  of  my
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                                                               ­                        soul
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                                                          +    ­        +         +       +  +   +    +
                                                          ­        +     +       +   +   +      0  +     +
                                                               ­               +     +           -()-      +   +
                                             +                +­           +     +      +      /\       + +

Why can I not get you too love me so
Why do we pretend at home?
Why do I moan your still around
Pretending with your quit frown.

I'll show you all my emotions
And shuv them down your throat
Until you choke,
But still you pretend too love me
Still we play like little dolls
In a little perfect house
I wonder what would happen
If I gave up this pattern?

Why do we do this silly merry go round,
Why do we pretend you love me
Why do we not  let this pretend  love die
Why do you do this?
Why do you just please me
Please leave me,
Please just leave me alone.

Once Upon a Time there was this boy named Jonathan Locke.  

He was so handsome and also calm that  I felt like I was doing nothing wrong.

But I always thought about writing a song  how my life  was gonna go on  by writing a song.
Then when  I thought  to my mind  that  I was gonna find the right guy , who was one of a kind .  

That I've  been waiting for all my life, I knew i couldn't  keep my  eye's  off  of this  guy. Who was waiting all his life❤