I'm overwhelmed and confused too
It's no one's fault and it's difficult
but it hurts a lot
I'm not going anywhere else though
I feel like this is where I'm meant to be
So let me just suffer here peacefully
With hope as the only thing to hold on too
Take all the time and space you need
Maybe you're my maybe…
And that's worth every sacrifice
Bye for now

I thought I knew you,
I really did.
But in the end I realized
I don't even know myself anymore.
I'm lost in the twist and turns
of the back of my mind
and I won't be out anytime soon.
I guess that leaves me
with 3 words.

Farewell
My
Friend.

-o.b.

marching towards
an ocean of goodbye
Do you know why
you should break away
I said one there was one
only one life to live.

A shameful man I am
At age fifteen.
I break hearts and my own head.
Injuries to people
Though I'm empty inside.
In some way I need more.
Be it drugs, or ***.
But I could never do something good-
At least not for me.
And to my fears,
I'll add one more.