I have written dozens of letters to family members
Yet none of them have received a word.

I write down my deepest and darkest feelings
But the intended never reads a word.

I don't have the courage
To see my mum read

I don't have the strength
To see pain in her eyes

I don't have it in me
To see her cry as she realises

The hundreds of letters I've written
Proclaiming my true thoughts and feelings
Have never yet reached her eyes.

~E.Y.

When you told me you would do anything for me
at first I didn't believe you, but then you showed me

When you spent 2 hours on the phone to me
whispering sweet words to stop me crying

When you filed down every sharp object in my room
so I wouldn't be able to hurt myself

When you coaxed me into doing homework
and told me how proud you were when I was done

When you sat through Frozen with me
because you knew its my new favorite

When you ******* a little kiss from across the room
so that only I can see you love me

When this list could go on forever
because you do so much for me

When you tell me you love me
Please, please know this: I love you too

lots and lots and lots ;)

I wrote this while drinking tea with you, and I must say I'd rather be taking shots of ***** with you my love.

Religion
Has ruined
Spirituality

This thing
goes way d
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This thinking
it is merely coincidence
It never *is
Everything happens for a reason

Its all been planned
Were jumping out of the frying pan
Into the fire
Our great escape thwarted by mechanations

So             Buy         a new TV
         Buy a new car
Buy a new cell phone, apple or android
Sell your soul
And forget about the problems in the world

And any time and every time
In systems and schemes
Meant as diversion
To keep the everyman blind

Its all been planned
Since the very beginning

I want*        to change     my ideas
to change   the world       for the better
the world    but           my life forever
but          I cannot               I'm just a victim of habit
I cannot      change myself;         what I want is
change myself;     I want       what I need

Its all it can ever be