None amongst us can perfection claim;
All different yet...... flawed all the same.

These are the days
on which time
slows down,
and the sunshine
cant cure
all ills.
And the air's frigid breeze
chills your mind,
and the birds
chirping
remind you of the way
that she speaks.
But the only thing
that eases the pain
is those
perfect
brown
eyes
and the way
she says
your name,
but those things are gone.
Theyre gone and theyre
not
coming
back.
Shes never coming back.
Never.
Never.
Never.

1,573.
Thats how many times
I thought of you in
The last 2 weeks.

So tell me,
How is it possible
That in an empire
As complex as my mind
All roads lead to

You.

Im sick.
But not the way
Youd think.
Im plagued
By pictures of
Her
In my head.
I cough out
Her name
In simple conversation.
Im ailing from
The memories
That never seem to end.
And the medicine's
Run out.
Not like
It helped in
The first place

I can feel
The fire burning
Inside us both
When we kiss
And the
Electricity
Between our lips.
Not to mention the
Ocean
In your eyes
When you look
Into mine,
Or the
Volcano erupting
In my chest
As you hold
My shaky
Hands.

It’s annoying because I can hear you breathing. But I’m glad because my *** had you screaming.
You’ve left your hand lingering in mine.
It’s been there since about quarter past nine.
I put on Frank Ocean to help me sleep.
But I could never linger that deep.
Because you keep shuffling and moving.
You may be naked but it’s awfully confusing.
Why can’t you just lay there quietly.
But if you did there’d be nothing to inspire me.
Yet another number or should I say lover?
I guess so after what we did under the cover.
I’ll make sure to include what we did in a song.
That way you can look back and hold on.
Because that’s all we’ll have together.
Just a memory to make you wetter.
But as much as you want me to stay.
I think it’s time leave and get on with my day.
My week, my month, my year, my life. Goodnight.

Yours unlovingly

A Boy