Through starry skies,
And butterflies,
Sweet white lies,
And your bright eyes,
Loving you - And it's likewise

Standing out with you in the snow,
Watching the bright moon glow
Here with me through all my woes
Held my hand through all my lows

My love for you will forever show,
And I know you already know

frozen heart locked away in a kingdom of ice
if you could come back to my side that'd be quite nice
even though i took every piece of advice
nothing i did was precise

why marianne
why

with me for so many hours
she liked baths more than showers
she ate her gummies sour
how'd i give her all this power

i like it when you look my way
usually in the same spot, here i stay
waiting for you to notice me, another day
waiting for you to talk to me, get rid of the grey
how do i tell you all these things i cant say
so sorry, so sorry for this delay

On a calm night in October,
I finally became sober,
And realized it was over.

I wanted to take it back,
My regrets stacked

Go back to the early days,
And hand and hand we'd stay

But waiting for you,
The days go by,
You never came,
I never wondered why.

It's not as if there was a final blow,
I always knew you left me long ago.

i wake up wanting to go back to sleep
cause my dreams have a version of us i can't keep

i go through my days, filled with dread
you're the cause of those thoughts in my head

i'm fake i'm fake i'm fake i'm fake
i fell stupid lies every minute i'm awake
and i'm sorry, it makes my heart ache
i'm careless no matter whats at stake
this is a stupid habit i can't shake

i don't know why i do this, through and through
i know this is something i don't have to do
but really not even i know what's true

my heart is no longer gold
i've grown cold
its not in my control
and it isn't something i can remold