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S cape Apr 2017
Last nights memories went spindling down the toilet.
Literally splinding down the toilet
And I wish I understood them before they left
I wish I could remember your hot breath on my neck
Or your hand in between my thighs
I'm never one to take risks
But I wish I played this one safe
It's not fun waking up and not remembering a mutual effort to escape
The realities of life
the post anxiety regrets just aren't worth the uncomprehendable fun
I'll sit the next one out
In effort to string together the last round
I'm regretting something I don't even remember
Isn't that funny how it works
  Apr 2017 S cape
Colm
By the time you get
What you so badly wanted
Within this world
Within this life

You probably won't want it anymore

That is a consequence of life
Of the long hallway
And the time that it takes
For you to commit
To walking through that distant door

Whatever it is

By the time you get to that fame or fortune

*You might not even want it anymore
TL;DR

By the time you get the fame you desire... You probably won't want it.
S cape Apr 2017
I've seen more beer cans on the ground of the backstreets of my town than kids playing outside
I hear the background music of apps like temple run more often than I hear book pages being flipped on a train
While hearing the explanation to why my friend is in a fight with her boyfriend key words like "opened my snapchat" "read my text" "ignored my dm" are brought up more than you can ever imagine
I stand up for millennials, I am a millennial but in light of the good we cannot ignore the bad
we have made technological advances that once were unfathomable
We have made scientific discoveries that were once unimaginable
We are the future
But we can not ignore how we might lead to our own downfall
We are the future
But do we want our kids to live in an even more intense version of this technological blur
This addiction, this technological addiction will lead to our own demise
The youth will never see another playground again because they can visit one in their screen for points
Children today are addicted to phones before they can even project their own sentences
Adults use it as an escape to quiet their kids for a little, "to distract them" "keep them occupied"
A few years later they ask them why they never leave their room, why they are glued to their laptop
You cannot punish the robot you created
You cannot revoke the escape key you once gave them
There is a problem in today's generation
And we need it to change
One day iWish to walk the streets of my town and see more children than empty bud lights
S cape Mar 2017
My boss called me an open book today
And I kind of took offense to it
But then I realized an author chooses what they want to publish
Authors write the chapters they want people to see
They choose how many pages are read
He may think I'm an open book but there are pages torn out
Pages that have been destroyed and will never be available for human consumption
He may think I'm an open book
And maybe I'll let him think I am
At least I realize that fiction books exist too
S cape Mar 2017
Empty kids
seeking warmth from a bottle
                                  Silly kids
that makes the emptiness feel stronger
Lonely kids
seeking company from the glass
              Silly kids
that comfort won't last
S cape Mar 2017
"Everytime I think I find the purpose to life they seem to change it. "
My bestfriends sister said this and I couldn't help but write it down. I can't seem to stop thinking about it. Life is too inconsistent to be summarized in one single purpose. Maybe there isn't a purpose maybe there's millions upon billions of purposes. The thing is we'll never know and it's abseloutely mind boggling
S cape Mar 2017
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