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Jun 16 · 54
Obedience = Worships?
Samy Sadn Jun 16
She crawled in like sin on all fours,
a prayer turned backwards,
a plea I didn’t plan to answer gently.

Her back arched like a question mark,
and I answered it
with hips that didn’t ask permission.

I gripped her like a secret..
rough,
hands claiming real estate,
between spine and scream.

The room screamed before she did.
Floorboards learned rhythm,
the wall took every knock like it owed me something.

She didn’t say my name.
She barked it..
choked, broken,
spat between whimpers and gasps.

I watched her fingers claw the mattress,
like she was trying to hold on to heaven,
while I dragged her back to earth.

No eye contact.
Just control.
All mine.

I spoke only with thrusts..
deep, deliberate,
the kind that rearrange thoughts,
the kind that leave ghosts in her hips
long after I’m gone.

I let her come undone
without ever turning her over,
because some women look holiest
when they’re on their knees,
spine bowed,
mouth open,
pride shattered at the foot of a man who knows how to command.

And when it was over,
she didn’t thank me.
She couldn’t.

She just trembled,
legs still spread,
voice still lost,
dripping with a silence..
that worships.
Samy Sadn Jun 4
When you're sitting alone,

With a pitch black Americano.
Poured in a black vintage cup,
You start to think: I’m the main character.

And heck, you are.

The main character of your life,

Whether it’s a good story or not,
That’s up to you.
Still, this scene...
The third-person view of yourself,

****. I’m cool.
May 30 · 403
Compulsory
Samy Sadn May 30
A compulsory breather is needed.
To keep myself sane,
to maintain a calm outlook.

Coffee: The essential material for crafting the happy face mask.
May 26 · 20
Coffee
Samy Sadn May 26
Coffee is funny.
It makes your heart race,
your eyes wide,
your mind loud.

But sometimes,
it makes you calm.
It feels warm,
like quiet inside.

So, what is coffee really?
To wake us up?
Or slow us down?

Maybe it depends.
Maybe it's just there
when we need something.
Something to hold.
May 21 · 72
17 Years After
Samy Sadn May 21
I started late
Running with the world, 17 years after.
Chasing a dream
I wasnt even sure was mine.

Along the race line, I met many souls.
Some broke my heart,
Some I broke.
Like muscles torn
The more they break,
The stronger they become.
Or at least,
Thats what they say.

But is the pain really worth it?
Maybe if I blink enough,
I’ll wake up at 43.
And finally know.

They say numbers are infinite,
But have you ever met someone
Who tried to count them
And lived to tell the tale?
Do you think it’s too late?
May 21 · 69
I was 18 once
Samy Sadn May 21
I was 18 once,
Thought the world would wait for me.
Took a year off , just to grow my hair,
Sure I still had time to chase my dream.

But in the blink of an eye, I'm 33.
Working a job I never imagined I'd do.
Grateful. Happy. At peace.
Yet always wondering
What if I had walked with the world, instead of watching it pass?
Do you ever feel like you knew you had potential back then, but wasted it?
May 17 · 92
Corn
Samy Sadn May 17
I wish I were as strong as a corn kernel.
Roasted, beaten, chewed alive!
yet still,
at the end of the day,
you’ll find me whole.

in your sh*t

Untouched
I always wonder, is corn immortal?
May 17 · 187
Borestorm
Samy Sadn May 17
It was boredom
that led me here
to write all this.

It was boredom
that sparked a storm in my head,
a quiet brainstorm
with no one but myself.

I wish I had found this kind of boredom sooner.
Maybe seventeen years sooner.
Because hell,
this "borestorm"
might’ve carried me somewhere
worth reaching.
Idea in a form of boredom
May 16 · 87
Creative Program
Samy Sadn May 16
I used to know how to draw.
When your mind is free,
creativity flows like water.

Imagination ran wild,
translating through my hand
to sketch what my mind saw.

No school taught me how to draw.
I just drew!
from imagination.

Imagination is precious.
It’s your brain
running a kind of creative program.

Now my brain only responds with solutions
because trouble,
trouble always comes first.

Suddenly,
I don’t know how to draw.
Because my mind
is focused on solving problems.

A perk? A burden?
Of being an adult
in an adult’s world.

But is this writing
a sign my creative program still runs?
Or just a way
to cope with crowded thoughts?
I think human traits are similar to software programs. If you don’t use them regularly or update them over time, you can forget how to use them, or they might become irrelevant or incompatible with your current environment.

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