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chainedwhore Dec 2014
Im glad that I got to spend the days I did with you...
even if now those days have long gone, bid adieu.

I am forever grateful that we had moments to share...
even though your not around now gone without a care.

You will always be one of my favorite summer pastimes that I had....
just wish it lasted longer  because loving you always made happy and that wasn't at all bad.
I loved spending time with you this summer and wish it was longer but I am glad I had the times we did share.
chainedwhore Dec 2014
I know I can work him.....for what I may need...
but is that bad and for my own greed?

I do care for him but not like the others....
I don't want to be with someone "small" after the "bigger" brothers..

I know that seems shallow and kinda selfish..
but why try to reheat something that isn't a tasty dish....

I don't want to lead him on and I don't want to be with him anymore...
Been there done that....don't need to do what didn't work before.

I know that he isn't my love or my mate for life....
He isn't the one I forever and to become his little wife...
staying at my ex house for few weeks and don't want him to get the wrong idea, but I sleep in the living room...
chainedwhore Dec 2014
I wanted to love u but u only hate ...
That isn't a good mix when ur out on a date!

I have said it many times before
That I was so very sorry and wanted to talk some more!!

But u were done always said no
Just give me 30 mins if u don't like what I say u can get up and go

But instead u want to play with my head
And all I wish now is that I'd met someone else instead !!
I wanted u so bad but u don't care except for ursf
chainedwhore Dec 2014
How do u let go ....
Of somethg u want so badly tho?

I want to hang out with u again...
And this time I don't want it to end..

I feel so happy and comfy when I'm around you!
I hope I made u feel good too since my feeling were always true!!

I hate to think that's this is the end...
I want to go back and fix it!!
Redo and make it mend!!
Just feelings
chainedwhore Dec 2014
Well I'm here .... It's grose and ***** ....
My job is crystal clear!!!

I need to get this place back in shape...
I can't believe they live like this...
Like they're in the jungle living like some ape !!

I can't stand dirt and clutter and yucky grose walls....
I'm a germaphobe and cleanliness calls!!
They're pigs
chainedwhore Dec 2014
Gosh he's gonna be here in a non or two...
This is somethg I do t even want to do!!

But get sober is someth I have to do
I just hope that after that I can be friends with u
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