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  Oct 2015 dan
J
We all had those dark gloomy days,
Just an ordinary and typical life's phase.

When I feel like I'm breaking down,
I put up and unusual frown.

When I feel like committing suicide
Because of what I held inside

When I thought about giving up
It was an obvious snub.

When I lost my sanity,
I could not see with clarity.

When life's a real pain in the ***,
The burden I carry is a heavy mass

But what kept me going,
Was knowing,

Here's a big clue,
It was you
The one and only reason why I'm sane,
You ended all the pain.
Even when I'm feeling blue
I would still love you
:)
  Oct 2015 dan
J
The strange and unusual feeling you get,
When you see her, you won't get upset.
She makes your heart jet set,
The smile you would never forget.
The eyes that dazzles like the night sky,
The one that makes you feel shy,
Hoping your conversation goes on all night.
Never ending with a goodbye.
The voice that keeps you sane,
Puts your heart beat on the fast lane,
Ends all the suffering and pain.
The one that makes everyday not so plain.
The one that you'd give the world for,
Just because she's someone you really adore.
Never puts you in a bore,
Helps to ensure happiness in you restores.

However

Even though how much you love that girl,
You'll only be bothersome in her world,
You would only do more harm than good,
Her feelings you would've never understood,
It felt like it was fate,
You met your soulmate.
But she didn't
That was a fact that's imprint.
What's stopping you from all this.
Is how you make her ******.
You know she deserves better,
Someone to make her happier.
You know you can't fulfil that,
You're the reason's she's mad at.
Idkkkkkkkk
  Oct 2015 dan
anonymouswasawoman
I wish you could've been there, sitting next to me.
Under the moonlight, sipping on some coffee.
Simply enjoying the bands play after a long day
with the lights twinkling above outside of the hipster
coffee house that I love.
Because it's these little moments that make me feel alive and I want to experience them with you by my side.
Yes, I'm talking to you.
I wish you could have been there too.
I often experience moments like these in which I wish my best friend was there to appreciate them with me.
dan Oct 2015
I love the sound
of my body shaking
by heart breaking
my soul falling
apart.

I love the feeling
of my body trembling
my heart aching
my soul turning
dark.

I love the thought
of my body falling
my heart stopping
my soul flying
free.
sorry. I'll be gone soon, not today, not tomorrow, but real soon.
  Oct 2015 dan
Walter W Hoelbling
try to imagine
your own death

at first
your mind just balks
at the idea

but once you concentrate
you may get puzzled
at the endless opportunities
you have
  of dying

warming to the subject now
images start flitting through your mind
like you were flipping TV channels

you see yourself dead
  with a trickling bullet wound
  in some dark street
  victim of street crime unpredictable

or have a vision
of a scene of accident
where white-clad helpers
carry a distorted body
to a waiting van
in vain

or you are in a clinic
rigged to electronic gear
the nurses look discouraged
slowing beeps
flattening curves on monitors
and you feel darkness creeping in

or you blow-dry your hair
with the old dryer
and the bathroom floor
is just a little bit
too wet

a plane falls from the sky
in a fireball

a stone gives on the mountain path

you ski into whiteness

the railing breaks

lightening flashes

a snake bites

what.... -

all of a sudden
  options explode
your mind reels from the truth
that death is all around
in infinite variety
and may be yours

now

or a second later

imagine
Written on the train after reading about a train accident .... ;-)
dan Oct 2015
driven by emotion
"I write"
me, myself and I,
I spite
these demons around me
I invite
in my head they stayed
as they ignite
my head, my heart,
my soul, it burns bright.
dan Oct 2015
sometimes I wish
that the plane I took crashed
where everyone survived, but me.

sometimes I wish
that every time I'm out
I'll get hit by a car and die.

sometimes I wish
there is a hand to hold
to prevent me from killing myself.

every time I wish
that I should've jumped
and ended things with a big loud bang.
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