Age is just a number
That's what they say
It'll catch up day by day
So you have to be clever
Cherish those little moments
Appreciate all of the love
Never take it for granted
Because in a blink of an eye
Everything will pass you by

I am suppose to be happy
But in the middle of the night
I can't remember the tears
How much I've cried
Sometimes I do feel like leaving
This vessel which I call my body
Let my soul be free from its bonds
To leave this  world where I don't belong

My soul was tainted
By a touch of your hands
For you I buried hatred
As deep as I can
Even if it hurts me
I still kept it inside
It made me go crazy
That I cannot lie
I thought you were my forever after
The one I could waste my years with
But alas I was just your part time lover
And I had to watch you leave

If you look at the stars
How beautiful they are
That is how you are to me
You are the star that is bright
In the dark you gave me light
When I am ever so lonely
I've been talking to the moon
While I'm searching for you
In between all the clouds
It felt forever the night
When you were not in my sight
My head was filled with doubt
But the clouds slowly drift by
Erasing all of my doubts and fears
You were there so bright and clear
Now I have found you
All my wishes have come true
For all I want in life was you

It is funny how you said it
That you were once complicated
I guess your words were true
Not the part 'I like you'
The part where you're a nightmare
And how many hearts you tear
Though you told me you have changed
All I see is you remained the same
When the world was against you
I stood by you to lift you up
Guess I was the fool to believed you
That you cared for me too
You left me when you are happy
You could not care less about me
But when you hit rock bottom
In my grace is where you come
You told me how much you miss me
Pulling me back to your gravity
The moment I thought that I was free

Never had I fallen this hard
I've never experience pain this much
I've never been consumed by rage
Until I question my own faith
I only knew now life's unfair
All I had was pain and despair
Though death seems like an option
I tried my best to control my emotions
Sometimes it just comes tumbling out
Those things I kept bottled inside
Those secrets that I shut tight
Sometimes rage gets the best of me
That I hurt the people around me