Shah Ahmed Farouq

Shah Ahmed Farouq Dec 2016

I knew falling in love with you
Will only be another mistake
It is something stupid to do
A stupid decision that I made
Falling for you was easy
It was never that hard
You took something from me
You came in and took my heart
I thought my heart was shackled
But it all broke when you came in
Now I follow you like a shadow
Wandering with you in the night
But you won't notice me
Because you are happy
With somebody else

Shah Ahmed Farouq Sep 2016

Hollow

Days are colder than before
Nights are filled with sorrow
Time passed like a waterfall
But I still felt like I am torn
It aches deep down inside
The emotions I tried to fight
It was my mistake all along
I was a fool for letting you go

Now I know that I am hollow
Wishing that there is no tomorrow

#hollow

Shah Ahmed Farouq Sep 2016

It Was Never Real

I was once caught in the middle by your beauty, oh how you played me made me loss my sanity. My mind went crazy day by day all it could do was think about you, from your smile on your lips, to the ecstasy of your kiss, I was lost in a beautiful nightmare. One day you called out darling, on a train going to our next destination but alas soon I realised that darling was not me because it was always him

Shah Ahmed Farouq Jun 2016

Gazing Upon Her Eyes

Gazing upon her eyes
I saw a window to a beautiful soul
The one which warms you when days are cold
The one who cares for you until your old
The one which gives you strength when it's gone
The one that will not let you suffer all alone
Gazing upon her eyes
I saw pain which she holds dearly inside
She once had someone special at her side
She fell for his charm and box full of lies
She was broken and her soul slowly died

#life #eyes

Shah Ahmed Farouq Feb 2016

Coward

I am a coward
I'm scared that I don't fit in the crowd
I'm afraid of giving my opinions out loud
I'm scared of the dark when the light goes out
I'm afraid of ghost that come out of the dark
I'm scared to take opportunities in font of me
I'm afraid of taking risk even if it's rewarding
I'm scared of falling in love with someone
I'm afraid of how it could destroy my soul inside
I fear that one day if I said "I love you"
Would be the very day that *I lose you

Yes I'm a coward

#fear #afraid #scared #emotions #coward

Shah Ahmed Farouq Jan 2016

Reasons

I had reasons to love you
Reason one was your smile
It gave hope when everything is wrong
Reason two were your eyes
I'm memorise by them everytime
Reason three were your hands
How they fit perfectly into mine
Reason four was your soul
It warms me up when days are cold