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Feelings that cannot feel
Reaching the max
Caring to the point of apathy
I wish there was a boundary
A stop
An end
Instead of excess there is less
Empty hollowed out feelings
I care
I care
I care so much
I can't feel anything
at all
I care so much about literally everything that it sometimes feels like I don't care at all. Do you feel me?
 Oct 2015 Shadow Paradox
Raakel
Rain
 Oct 2015 Shadow Paradox
Raakel
The melodic sound of the rain
It lightly taps on my window
Begging to come in
Longing to be heard by the world inside

It beats all around the still structure I call home
Running down its rooftop
Gliding across the doorstep

What is the rain trying to say
Does it speak of love
Does it speak of sorrow
Who can tell what the rain feels

The clouds are gray
But is that all an illusion
The sun still shines above

Maybe the rain is singing of the beauty
it sees above those dreary clouds

Maybe, just maybe, the rain is dancing to the heart beat of the world.
I have this constant feeling I'm eroding deep inside
like a tree, my branches are full of sweet and colorful life
but my core is slowly fading and I'm withering away
by the ants that have invaded and have claimed me as their prey
I'll bend with the wind and stand tall in the storm
until my trunk begins to be weakened and deformed
When I fall no one will hear my cry that's so profound
'cause no one is in sight, so I did not make a sound
 Sep 2015 Shadow Paradox
Pax
I played the game, alone.
I talk to the air,
Imagining a friend who isn’t there.
My brain’s dual thinking.

- Checkmate -

Personification in strike
Persona’s colliding stake

- Stalemate -

Hello there my stuffed friend
Looks like we are a matched.
We’re Latched,
Encased in the four corners of our walls.
You know I feel restless looking at your frozen face.
Playing with stillness is a hollowed void.
Engross with my ever changing fantasy.
Choosing to ignore reality.
A sad case of my mortality.

- Workmate -

Music patched the necessary unattached realm.
Stories powered the desires to dream the unchallenged dream.
Life is a walking daydream.

- Lostmate -

There are those would think I am coward
And then I box myself not to move forward.
I fear what lurks behind someone’s soul,
Fearing I am not worthy of my own coal.
A charade of personas, hiding.
Tilting the crowd as if I am never there, post acting.

- Soulmate -

Believing you are near,
somewhere far behind that unseen chamber door.

- Castmate -

Sometimes I am just tired of this game.
Whispers of the wind, believing I am tamed.
Sometimes all I need is a real friend
That will hug-out the negative trend
For me to transcend
To the realistic perspective
Waking the sleeping life’s motive.
7 poems in one
" - would there be someone that will say I am still worthy... " That's what i said when i wrote this awhile back....
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