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  Feb 2020 isla
Mark Wanless
i sent my mind into the universe
**** it
it came back empty
isla Feb 2020
you taught me "no"
after it was too late
you taught me foolishness
the thought of even having a choice
never occurred to me until after
you taught me "no"

intimacy is an impossibility now
thanks
Fear is consuming
I don't want to live
But I'm too scared to die
I wonder what I'm worth
If my life is worth anything at all

Depression is consuming
It eats away at me with it's acidic teeth
I have been poisoned
This is what depression does to me

Emotions consume me
Leaving me alone and afraid
Fear fills my bones
As I wonder what is there left to live for
Is there anything left to live for
Other than the rainy days that me feel right
And the way I feel on those lonely gloomy nights

People don't understand why there's nothing left of me
I have been consumed by everything I find consuming
  Feb 2020 isla
emru
and you will know
when the
clouds move quick
and the colors
of dark and light mash
and noise turns into silence
when the world seems balanced
perfectly even,
then you will know
that nothing is going to be
  Feb 2020 isla
Cobear
Got so high
I forgot
To forget
  Feb 2020 isla
beyza kaya
these songs are dedicated to those hours late into the night; when the sky gravitates towards the end of the colour spectrum, in which the hues collide, to create an illusion as mesmerising as the look in her eyes when he smiles. because the way the notes grazed her ear drums, as they lift themselves hazily off of the sheet, is one way to describe how it feels when she hears his voice; his laugh encompassing her whole being, enclosing her in a tight embrace.

i sincerely apologise to all the songs i've ruined and stained with the ****** memory of you.
inspired by a playlist made for my then-bf, these songs will never sound the same to me.
isla Feb 2020
if gluttony is the sin
why do i still feel the need to repent
i'm not sure if this'll make sense to anyone other than myself. maybe to others with eating disorders? i don't feel the need to explain though. that's why i write in the first place.
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