There’s a change soon to come with autumn signs,
And with leaves rustling above in the trees,
To breathe in each scent as I raise window shades  
A gentle rain starts to fall you can hear its pleas
On this beautiful day with all the leaves changing
Within a splash of vibrant colors inside rain

While drops fall on the windowpanes in soft rain
A beautiful time of year with all the signs
Of autumn and this seasonal changing
That I see out my window in the swaying trees
Just listen to them closely and hear their pleas
Appeals of constant changes I see out the shades

In greyish skies dark clouds I see outside my shades
To wander off to day dreams in light showers of rain
Is such a peaceful calm as I overhear all its pleas
Within soft winds which carry each of the signs
through tiny delicate leaves drying above in trees
while leaves whirl and twirl in the times changing

Reddish, yellow, brownish and orange changing
Leaves changing soon will lose their colorful shades
And bare limbs shall soon follow within the trees
whereas the snow will fall in a form of white rain
But for now I’ll just enjoy these beautiful signs
with watching swaying tree limb and listing to pleas

While quietly enjoying the rainwater and their pleas
In harvest time at times when all leaves are changing
Juggling around in the air is one of this first signs
As they hit the ground such loveliness out my shades
Each filled with tender drops from the soft falling rain
And each leaf in a gorgeous view ruffling in the trees

Soon children will be playing in the leaves from trees
with such pleasure and laughter just hear their pleas
After the weather dry’s and coming to a stop the rain
Much joy there is to watch nature constantly changing
In this special place I love to sit just behind the shades
totally mesmerized  by each of the beautiful signs

Lovely autumn trees, with colors ever changing
Silent cries within pleas, between window shades
Tiny drops hit the glass I watch autumn’s  first signs

© Debbie Altiparmakis, All rights reserved.

Countless lives, countless streets
Everything is painted with my sins
Night sky, my will to live
My emotions thoughts dying from ***
Im just a small selfish child
Lifeless corpse, don't want to be desired

So mama and papa you came to **** me
To greater beyond , to see me off


So mama and papa you came to **** me                                                   somehow I'm not afraid, is death going to heal me

Talking to a imaginary wall
He seams more human then me before
Going crazy, cannot die
Laughing frenzy at my children's graves
All fixated can't get any highs
Must be a dream , it will all stop when I close my eyes
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Pleas stop , pleas stop , pleas stop
Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop
**** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****
Pleas ******* stop