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monaparanoia
22/F/Asia    Someone lost in her own fantasy world

Poems

Yuri  Oct 2018
Paranoia
Yuri Oct 2018
Sweet paranoia, you lovely feeling
You never disappoint me
You keep following me everywhere I go
Take everything I have
I feel you watching, taking care of me

Oh sweet paranoia, my best friend
You are there in the darkness
Watching me, breathing, growing
I feel you smiling when I am losing my mind
I feel you next to me telling me what to do

Sometimes I see you fading, I miss you
You are only one who cares
You tell me all your secrets
You will never leave me alone

Oh sweet paranoia, my dear
I need your advice like always
I know you are there every step I take
You promised you will never go away
Every day you are with me I appreciate

I feel you inside me, I feel you in my heart
You are like sweet intoxication
You are in my mind taking control of me
So just close your eyes
Just close your eyes

Waking up, waking up in the darkness
You can't see the light
You are no more, oh you are no more
Sweet paranoia, you did this
Where you start and where you end?

Oh my best friend you took everything
You left me empty like a shall
But, where do you go?
I wake up in the darkness, wasn't I good enough?
I see you laughing, I see you leaving

Oh sweet paranoia
Oh sweet paranoia
Oh sweet paranoia
karola  Oct 2017
paranoia
karola Oct 2017
paranoia is fear
no, fear goes away
paranoia is worse than fear
paranoia is being curious and afraid
paranoia takes over your thoughts,
paranoia manipulates your thoughts and emotions,
turns them into something ugly;
something terrifying
not even you can comprehend it in your mind
not even you, can picture what you are afraid of
paranoia never dies.

as paranoia becomes a part of you,
you become constantly anxious
when you begin to overthink,
your heart stops
because you finally realized what you are afraid of.
you are afraid of your own thoughts.
you are afraid of yourself.