I run away.
“When the going gets tough,
The tough get going.”
But this was never what it meant.
I run away.
When struggles rise,
The so-called tough
Find answers, not alibis.
I run away.
I see it clear—
The same old patterns
Etched like black
On white veneer.
I’ve failed each time
To sell the truth,
To live the words
I’ve sold as proof.
Oblivious,
Self-absorbed,
A shallow star
On a fading course.
I am alone.
The crop I reap
Is born from seeds
I buried deep.
I seek no grace,
No pity, no balm—
Only to show
The harm I’ve done.
This is no plea
For some reprieve,
But a reckoning—
The pain I weave.
An apology—
To lay these tools,
This sad refrain,
This harm, to rest.
A truce to hold,
A call to mend,
No absolution,
But an end.