Day by day I lose my followers.
But that's OK
Like I said before, I came here to learn from you, to see the worlds I can never see.
Every day, I read words
From A to Z
From sadness to happiness
From hatred to love
From defeat to victory
From loss to gain
From death to life
What do I want more than this...?
I'm here to learn from you. To see the world I can never see
The world is very vicious
cold, and quite alone.
And so to find something so gentle —
that gentleness, I think, is bliss.
I’ll let you know.
Ice-cold needles ***** my bare skin
I gaze up at the metal shower head,
Hissing like a million rattlesnakes
She is the only one who pities me
Washing my hair with her tears,
Cooling my scorched skin.
I fantasize a tender loving lover
Embracing me from behind
Whispering sweet nothings
Holding, swaying, rocking me
Until the water grows warm,
Rejuvenating my heart and mind.
But it's not like that; not today
The dream is ever so far away
I am alone in this weeping glass box
Punishing myself for my shortcomings
Hating myself for ever speaking
The remedy for pain is more pain.
Water streams down my cheeks, my neck
No one will ever know that I am crying.
These days, I find comfort and solace in the shower.
For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the courage to start all over again.
Eric Roth, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button Screenplay
"She is alive …Thank you, thank you very much ”
That's what he said.
"Young lady, appearances, as well as language is deceptive"
That's what she said.
"It's better to be happy with what you done than worry about what they think."
That's what I think.
Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You
Find what you love and let it **** you.
Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.
Let it **** you and let it devour your remains.
For all things will **** you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover.
~ Falsely yours