His eyes sparkled like emeralds reflecting the sun. As he stared at me his voice became numb. All I could focus on was his beautiful green gold eyes. he had me mesmirised. I knew then, I was in love.

Words are tossed around ever so carelessly.
Do you ever wonder if you're hurting me?
If you didn't know, you are, and my wounds bleed for you as a result of your verbally aggressive roar.
Flesh on show, bones exposed I yell in despair "this is all for you my dear" as I take off my clothes.
The water is so icy it resembles your personality. My toe slips in testing if it is death worthy.
Eventually I am eye level with the water as I fearfully flap for my life, the dark demons below are pulling me under as I panickly shouted "this is all for you my dear" and disappeared into the pool of despair.

The water poured as we began to slowly undress each other.
Your skin was smoother than  I expected.
I took a step into the shower, you followed and closed the door behind you whilst maintaining eye contact.
I gasped as the water was hot.
You softly spoke my name and pulled my waist closer.
You stroked my cheek and softly placed your lips upon mine as 'cherry' by MooseBlood played loudly from your bedroom.
we held each other and slowly rocked side to side in glee as we both naively assumed we'd have all the time in the universe to share many memories like this again.
In that moment I knew that I was in love with you.

As I wake In the depressive morning array, I wish I never pushed you away. It's my fault. I take the blame, but I wish I could go back and start again.

I want to feel your skin on mine
and our hands intertwined
I could lay with you forever
but I know you'd get bored.

You forcefully injected yourself into my veins
I felt you run around my body and overtake all control I had over myself,
I became addicted to you.
You corrupted my mind.
I can't have a single thought without
it containing you in some sort of way. You've taken over.
my mind it is no longer mine.