My broken heart strings played a quiet symphony hoping someone would hear the violin in my body needed a tuning.
Quietly is key who hears the silence. Bright eyes & terrible lies crossed up my tongue.
Would you believe someone if they said they were in love... With you.
No I sighed why believe such stupid lies in a time where my lips stuck silent in disguise. Who could love a violin that was out of tune.
A bust bridge & strings that barely sang just a quiet piece being played in my head.
To be in love with me is dumb. Especially when newer violins play fantastic master pieces that would drown you in beauty.
I'm still in repair.

Desperate exhale for your desperation. When does time show the faded colors are still bold in my eyes. I valued the lightness while they embraced the shaded. I could hold my breath in hopes your lips would **** the carbon dixode from my lungs. What is the rain falling on my head washing. Or only allowing me to admit I am sad. Staring into space hoping you lay somewhere close. I think I lost my home in hope. Chronically rearranging my thoughts to store you away from my reality yet you haunt my temples. Pulsating rendering my heart to skip a few beats. Oh how a goodbye would hurt to complete the destined fate we travel a rode for those I would give anything to travel the rode for us. A desperate exhale for your desperation is staining my grip.

The sea will continue its motions. So uneasy persistently crashing & turning.
"Until we meet again" mountains will form & crumble.
Life will go on without any interruptions from up above or down under
"Until we meet again" kisses will be laid on lips
Love will be fallen into.
"Until we meet again" the gentle breeze will blow through hair & sing.
But when we meet again a puzzle piece will be finally put together.
Time will stop & hearts will sing forever.
"Until we meet again" at heavens gates.
I will wait for you as if time is not passing us by.

She was an alcoholic who wanted to go for a swim.
Her kids didn't stop her for they knew she was already dead from within.
She stayed out there from 4 p.m to 10.
And when they found her the water had frozen over her head.
She was a good person, good mother, good friend.
She just had a lot of issues she needed to tend.
She never asked for help because she didn't want it.
For she knew she was better off not on this planet.
And when they broke the ice in the summer to get her body.
Her death had finally become reality.
They held the funeral and everyone cried.
For they lost the woman that once stood by their side.
The woman that they never saw a reason to worry about.
Because they never saw the signs because they weren't loud.
She kept her problems to herself.
Why worry everyone else?
They don't care and it's none of their concern.
She just wishes she could get another turn.
Another turn to change things and make them better.
Maybe take her swim in better weather.