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sai Feb 2016
The night
I let go of all the stress
Was the very night I knew I was never gong to regret.
The night, I first set eyes on you, walking towards me
The night I finally made sense of all the nonsense in my head
The night
I poured my soul out to you
Was the night I committed my greatest sin
The sin of letting a toxic entity into me
Into my heart
You corrupted my good heart
With your words of torture
With your neglect
You sugar coasted all the torturing activity
With meaningless I love you's
And ****** ***
With a love sick torturing mind of getting your attention
I excelled in all your desires
While you failed in mine
I was there to pick you up when you fell
When you broke
And when you fell and broke
You dragged me down that hole with you
You killed my spirit
I lost my soul
You killed my heart
Im all alone
You killed me
The girl that finally showed you what love is
But even that mere thing
Wasn’t enough to hold you back
Now I lie 6 feet under you
Even now
I don’t mean anything to you
  Jan 2016 sai
R A Lee
I want to forgive
but should I forget?

I want to forget
but will I never forgive?

I ask myself
Am I too loyal? Am I not a ***** enough?

But to you, I ask why?
Your secrets are safe.

Our future depends on what you say next
I already know
I have known for some time now

Why did you lie?
It hurts you do not trust me to tell me your fantasies
I just wanted YOU to tell me

Why have you hurt me?
What happens next depends on you.
  Jan 2016 sai
Styles
I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
And if you share your love with me, a better person I will be

I had a woman but my woman left me long ago
she said,
I found another man, so I won't be needing your love no more
I said,
Please no baby, stay I need you and I’ll die if you go
she just, kissed her teeth, as she walked out, she slammed the door

I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
And if you share your love with me, a better person I will be

my heart is broken, so broken you don't want to know
For sure
and still i love her, her lovin more precious than gold
for sure
I love her so much this feeling ain’t never getting old
whoever created perfect, used her to make the mold

I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
And if you share your love with me, a better person I will be

She knows I still lover, even though she act like she don't know.
Now, I’m left here all alone, walking down this lonely road.
Been letting it take me, wherever it wants to go,
where it will end, only time can let us know.

Now, I don’t know if she will ever come back around,
all I know is that since she’s been gone, my world's came crumbling down.
And all I need is for her to love me, get me off this bottomless ground.
Without her in my world, I don’t want to see tomorrow,
I rather die, than have to face that sorrow.
I need her high,
does someone have some I can borrow?
Better to lose myself to the her,
than get lost in another bottle.

I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
For sure,
I need my love, my good love is what I need
And if you share your love with me, a better person I will be
sai Dec 2015
Sunshine, that’s what you were.
And like sunshine you were on a clock, ticking.
Soon would become night time
Maybe it was the distance but somehow
In a manufactured vile set of words
The mystery of our relationship became a toxic thing
That I alone was immune.
You turned into a language I am no longer fluent but can read perfectly
You turned into one of those never stopping rainy days that gave me
A twisted cloth of comfort that made me feel alone again.
I fell in love with you like a dream
Slowly falling into sweet bliss majesty of holding you
But like a dream it was all make believe,
I was left to bleed from our lashes of words
You apologize countless of times but each left a crack in my heart,
And with time it crumbled In your hand.
You yelled at me threw the phone for mistakes I didn’t make, but that you made
I learned to comfort you even when your beast lashed out
Because that’s what soul mates do, we never stop, never give up
Because there is always hope.
We were a whole god separated from birth destined to find each other again,
To love and care for each other till our worlds end
I did my part of our loves prophecy, and I deeply know you did
But some gods In the end turn out to be too different, too twisted to be loved.
The love I have and have felt for you was pure and true but you, your actions, you
You destroyed me to my core
And I couldn’t tolerate that anymore
I promise you this
I will love you forevermore
With such sweet passionate bliss
This poem is about a summer love I had that hurt me so..so bad. I thought I wouldn’t ever recover but, it’s been 5 years now and I’ve recovered and am in such a loving relationship with a man who truly loves me for me.

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