When have I ever said I'm great,
And actually ever meant it,
Someday I'll wonder if I'll ever actually be alright,
It feels live I've capsized,
And can't get out,
I'm breaking myself down to build other people up,
It's feeling that there will be nothing left,
Emotions aren't felt,
Feeling weaker,
Is there even a point.

When she doesn't have a voice, and she shies from the written word, you can only imagine the cruel ways she's tearing your heart in her head

Is God who I turn to in order to feel safe?

You're like the sun,

You light up my life,
But you also burn me.