To step aside or to abide
The endless journey or what it seemed
Towards everything I have ever dreamed

Shaky breathing
Jelly legs
As I watch you from across the room
Laughter echoing
Your face lighting up like the sun

Oh the way you smile
Makes me go crazy
Eyes crinkling
Dimples showing
Tugging a string in my chest

You stop talking and turn your head
Our eyes meet
I hold my breath
Heart beat quickens
Hands start to get sweaty
You smile
Corners of my mouth start to twitch
I smile back

December 20, 2015, Sunday, 3:11AM

there's something so unsatisfying
about how i end my writings
it's like finally seeing you in front of me
and not getting the privilege to press my lips against yours

October 30, 2015, Friday, 11:27AM


I've stepped on this pavement before
It's the sense of familiarity
That makes me want to turn back
And run away before I go through it all again