walking down the memory lane
I revived my eternal pain
caught you giving her stare
but you pleaded me to have your share

oh dear me
when you'll be free
every time I visit the memory lane
I find you brewing the same pain

I think its me
who made the history
and you're just
reliving my past!

you're not the one to blame
for my heart that's burning in flame
because of the mistake I made in past
till my last breathe I feel it will last.

let it last however long;
it will and let it come along
coz its the only mistake
for which I'll put my all at stake    

though it hurts to see you in pain
dear me, I'll keep visiting my memory lane
coz as you do
so I love her too!
its the only place
where this soul gets solace!

Currents
of electricity
tiny pulses that
barely roll off
my skin
my skin, shivering
not from cold
only vibrations
just under
your lips
that are near me,
not touching
your eyes on me,
slaking thirst
your stare
penetrating
your hands
in the space of thickness that grows
between flesh
up against the wall,
breaking it down
the heat that opens up
between us
is like lava
and its liquid
pulls me in
then
all is a rush
my cheeks in pink blush
in this private universe
just our breathing
pulse quickening
tiny tongue curls
wetness melting
I am a pillar of fire
your touch the slow burn
as I writhe upon
this stake of desire
imprinting my loneliness
with your need
stirring up my inner forces
with the power
of your
          giving

I told a friend of mine
'You have a moustache'
I was told that was rude
She forgave me.

I told a friend of mine
'You look very pretty'
I was told that was mean
She forgave me.

I told a friend of mine
'I think you're cool'
I was told that was lame
She forgave me.

While flailing my arms
I brushed her breast
I was told that was bad
She forgave me.

While regaining my balance
I fell over and knocked her over
I was told that hurt her
She forgave me.

I looked to the stars
Told her it reminded me of her
She said 'it was nice'
But she never forgave me.

She became one with soil
As boxes became her home
Unable to think outside the box
And for this I forgave her

We haven't talked in a while...
And to my strange surprise
I still wonder why I still see her in night skies,
Wonder why her face still emanate
In the shimmering shining stars.
I miss you....

She was wild like skinny dipping at midnight, stars watching overhead and falling in love with moonlight. The way it lay upon her skin made the ocean envious of her depths within and sometimes between us. She was my sister, not in blood but in orbit. A Venus to my Earth, forged from the same collapsing star and if the universe was in fact to be infinite then this moment would happen again, and again, and again an immeasurable number of times. I found comfort in this thought, knowing though our existence was meaningless, it was still full of feeling, and this feeling, right now, it insisted on existing forever.

in the rain-
darkness,     the sunset
being sheathed i sit and
think of you

the holy
city which is your face
your little cheeks the streets
of smiles

your eyes half-
thrush
half-angel and your drowsy
lips where float flowers of kiss

and
there is the sweet shy pirouette
your hair
and then

your dancesong
soul.     rarely-beloved
a single star is
uttered,and i

think
       of you

Wild eyes,
A beauty like no other
You lit a fire in everyone at first glance
How is it possible
For one person to bring so much luster
A passion for life that's been lost
in the lack of communication
Misunderstood texts and
nonexistent phone calls
Her voice was heard from
every ounce of her being
She radiated a light that
brightened a room
A delicate flower with
a heart of gold
A heart that could melt
all the bad in the world
She was every piece
of all the good
Never lacking sense
I learned from her to
grow with the world
Grow with the sounds
of my favorite songs
and through the
laughs of every person I met
She taught me to be better
To live through the fire and
always come out brighter