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Aug 2016 · 269
Too much.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
I was a blooming flower.
You were thunder and rain.
At first you helped me drink.
But then you poured and poured until I sank.
Aug 2016 · 282
Regret
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
It's cold in here.
Where I sit.
Waiting for the doctor;
To tell us you made it.
We all talk about you.
About how you lived.
A life of yelling and drunkenness.
A life of regrets.
They say your kidneys are failing  
That you're not doing well.
But we try to stay positive
For, even after everything, we still want you to live.
I'm your granddaughter.
And here I regret,
That I didn't try harder
to talk to you about Christ.
Now I sit waiting.
In this freezing cold room.
Hoping you don't go
So I don't have to feel like I left you
On this road of destruction that you paved all on your own.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
She came in like a rolling cloud.
Like raging thunder.
Upon a dark horse; proud.
And wanting only to bring us under.
With destruction on her mind.
She rode her steed forward.
Through the wind.
Through the horror...
She does not stop.
She does not care.
She is made of shadow and wind and teardrops.
And she is here to scare.
We've all met her.
You know that.
For her name is Nightmare.
And she haunts our thoughts
Aug 2016 · 248
Be a star.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
The stars all shine,
every night.
No matter the weather;
they still give light.
Be a star and shine, shine, shine.
Don't ever go dark.
In fact, I think, it's time we blind.
Aug 2016 · 459
The truth about love.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
To show love is to allow a glimpse into one's heart.
Their strengths, yes.
But also, sadly, how they can be torn apart.
Aug 2016 · 433
You showed me the way
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
Do you remember when we went in search of the ocean?
Where you told me of the waves that touched the sky; as if the two were woven?
Do you remember how we walked all that night, trying to reach the damp shore before dawn?
And how I fantasized about the many shades of blue water that was supposed to go on and on?
Do you remember our soft smiles of delight;
when we finally reached it before that early morning light?
Or how we stood side my side,
watching as the sun climbed to the sky, with silver lined in our eyes?
Seeing the sun and the water kiss.
Standing together... it was pure bliss.
We held all my brokenness with two pairs of five;
before scattering my sadness during that beautiful sunrise.
We watched as my sadness got swept up in the waves.
Disappearing forever with all of my pain.
It was on that day that I decided to live.
A life with real meaning and not one of sin.
I never told anyone what happened that day.  
How my heart found God and how you showed me the way.
Aug 2016 · 225
Thoughts from down deep.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
You are iron.
Forged from fire.
You are a lion.
nimble and fierce.
You are a diamond.
Sharp and precious.
You are rare and beautiful and strong; like no other.
And, unfortunately, you are everything I never could be.
Aug 2016 · 359
Sinking
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
I was young and naive.
I let my heart get deceived.
I bought all the words from your tongue.
Fell for the webs that you spun.

I got caught in your grasp.
Locked in your clasp.
I didn't realize just how far it had gone;
until it had all went wrong.

And isn't that how it always is?
No one ever knows they're stuck until their two feet in...
Until they're already sinking.
Sometimes you put your trust and love in someone. You poor who you are into them. Expecting them to protect all that you are. Expecting them not to hurt you. But then they take it, and use it against you. And you realize, it was all just a mask.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
I was ignorant.
I didn't see the strike until it was too late.
The knife was already between shoulder blades.
And I was down on my knees begging for mercy.
You had none...

And now I can't believe;
I didn't see your narcissistic qualities.
All the signs that pointed to your cruelty.
How every word you said was meant to destroy me.
But now I can...

And I'm never coming back.
I gave you chance after chance,
to make your amends.
And when you didn't,
I had to forgive it;
and move on...
Aug 2016 · 258
Why?
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
We all breath the same, no?
We all have beating hearts, yes?
We all have a brain, and limbs, and lips, and eyes, and thoughts, and feelings, and, and, and...
So, why must we make such a mess?
Why must we fight and hurt others simply because what they have isn't a replica of ours?
Why must someone with one skin pigment be treated any differently then someone with another.
Why must other peoples opinions be down sized for no other reason except that they aren't ours?
Why do we hate each other because we're different?
Why in this already destruction filled world do we destroy others down to build ourselves up?
Why?
Why?
Why?
What is wrong with us?
Aug 2016 · 267
We are destruction.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
We break.
We lie.
We steal.
We deny.
We take peoples secrets and throw them to the wind.
Allowing them to be consumed by whomever shall catch them.
We laugh when others fall.
And ignore their pleaded calls.
We are monsters wearing human skin.
Wolves in sheepskin.
We are destroyers of all things good.
And yet we pretend we are all just misunderstood.
That our cruelty is somehow justified.
By someone else's lack of compromise.
We break.
We lie.
We steal.
We deny.
We are raising children to follow suit.
Telling them to, "only think about you".
We teach them morals that are wrong.
And dance with glee when they follow along.
We are in joy of another broken generation.
Glad that we could be apart of an already crumbling nation.  
We are sick.
We are sin.
Blind to our own parts in the worlds destruction.
We break.
We lie.
We steal.
We deny.
This world is ripping at the seams.
We are living in our own worst dreams.
We think we're safe from the end.
But that's a lie for destruction is exactly what we intend.
We are ruthless and dumb.
For believing we will be saved when, God decides to come.
And what really makes me disappointed
Is that our entire existence can be summed up in just four sentences.
We break.
We lie.
We steal.
We deny.
Aug 2016 · 462
Dear, Reader.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
I'm always seeing poetry about loss, destruction, heartbreak...etc. It took me a moment to think of why we wrote mostly on these sad subjects. But then I got it. We write about our deepest and scariest feelings because poetry isn't just a form of writing, it's a way to let the readers and ourselves know that we all feel lost at times. And you you know what? That's okay! It's okay to feel broken. Because at least we're all a little broken together.
And that, my dear reader, is the most special part of poetry. That this hidden pain we all harbor can be shared in small rhymes and thoughtful words. We, as poets, can show that even, even destruction can be beautiful. That we can be beautiful despite all our hidden flaws.
Aug 2016 · 163
Our Journey
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
These little steps I’ve been taking too.
Are the ones of life that bring us through;
long dirt roads and open doors.
From hospital beds to graveyard rows.
We each take paths that break us down.
Places where our knees give out.
We blister and fall as we continue to walk.
And sometimes we must crawl along the sidewalk.
We are only human, don’t you see?
We aren’t always meant to live pain free.
We must make decisions that are hard.
And learn to keep going despite fates card.
But we are human and therefor we are strong.
So when there is bad days we remember the good.
Where the sun shines, and our steps feel light.
Where people come along to help bare the weight.
Those are the times when we forget our burdens.
When our crazy walk seems almost worth it.
When we are surrounded by those we care for.
The journey is long but bearable.
Occasionally even enjoyable.
Aug 2016 · 175
Insecurities
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
There is no light. No sound. No joy. There is only the feel of my inner insecurities as they want to embraced me. Consume me. I close my eyes; and I let them take me.
Aug 2016 · 180
Let me breath.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
Tightening, tightening.
That’s how it feels.
Like a hand around my windpipe,
cutting off my air.
I can’t breath.
I can’t speak.
I can’t do anything but suffocate.
Please, oh please!
Just let me breath.
Aug 2016 · 142
How can you?
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
How do you know
When it’s okay to let go?

How do you fly,
When you can’t see the sky?

How do you forget
When you’re always in that mindset?

And how can you still love
When you’ve already been disposed of?
Aug 2016 · 224
Another Person.
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
Underneath all the makeup
Behind all the smiles.
I’m just another person.
Struggling through their trials.
We all face things in life. Sometimes it seems as if we're the only ones who feel like failures; but sadly (and thankfully) we aren't. Remember that. We each fall, it's if we stand back up that matters.
Aug 2016 · 209
The world without us
Ravanna Dee Aug 2016
The world is nothing without words;
without mans cogitated thoughts.
The world is silent with no voice;
if man doesn't help share it's deepest plots.

It's fierce wind blows silent and hollow.
Begging for mans whispered dreams.
Revealing to us its greatest sorrows.
Through it's ripping seams.

Solitude is the world without mans loud vox.
Endlessly spinning day after day.
Trapped in its own Pandora's Box.
The only key to this chest is the words we say.

So don't hold them in.
Or keep silent.
For without our words;
the world will forever pay.
We are the voices and the thoughts in this ever suffering world. All of us. And everything we say, every thought we act on, defines us. Don't take this lightly, my friends. Speak kindly. Think big. Make a change...

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