If I could
I would pack up my life
And drive across the Continent
To settle someplace new
And colder because I hate heat.
If I could
I would write poetry all day
And watch movies all night
Until I'm ready
To brave the world again.
If I could
I would join a dance class
And learn the basic
Foxtrot, waltz, and cha cha
Until I could twirl around
A ballroom
From sunrise to sunset.
If I could
I would "catch them all!"
And find the joy
In all the missed days
Of my childhood.
If I could
I would give back
All the years I took
From you.
The advice you gave
Both willingly and not.
The love we shared
Both unconditional and not.
The future I prevented
You from achieving or not.
And I'd give back
Whatever else you want.
If I could
I would...
At 10:32 at night
There isn't much I can do,
Except say to you
Goodnight.
Or maybe even,
Goodbye.