She paint rainbow and blood
in the same piece of paper

that later on turns into
an exquisite portrait;
full of scars

But nobody knows that side of her

a.r

If you asked me about love
I don't think I can ever answer

The question you asked before you left
dwindle in my mind

'Do you love me?'
I stay silent for a moment
You left without good-bye
no last words,
no looking back.

My body fails and I am on my knees
With much regrets, I answered-

'I love you more than the saying "I Love You",
I love you more than words can tell'

a.r

Blue;
like the colour of the sky,
the colour of the ocean
that perfect colour portrays
my feelings at the moment
is it possible that ones grieve over nothing?
is it possible that ones feel that extremely sad feelings just because they're afraid
of what the future holds?

Because I am so **** scared.
Not of the past,
nor the present
but the future

a.r

he said i am an exquisite portrait
so beautiful yet so colourful
but he did not know i was made up of scars
so pathetic yet so sad

a.r

You said you loved me
my imperfections
my red curly hair
And the way I smile at you

But then; after I gave you
my fragile heart
as I believe you to
handle it with care
You simply left without looking back

It has been a year since youleft
But tonight, you are on your knees
begging-

But I-
I won't smile at you anymore
I won't trust you anymore
Despite the fact that I still want you
as it was so hard to erase you from my mind

I still love you
but darling
My hands are bleeding poetry tonight

a.r

Is it my fault that
you're no longer here
by my side?

Is it my fault that
now our love faded away
like an old portrait?

Is it my fault that
we're now acting like strangers
though we really knew each other?

All the pain I felt
Fake smiling without complaining
Why is it my fault
When I am hurt and scarred?

a.r

HATRED

I was standing under the exquisite sky
Tending to reminisce
about the memories we made
I smile vividly as if feeling felicity
But deep in my heart
I was feeling deploraly bad
As if there was an ocean of sorrow inside of me

I always hated you for the way
you promised me anything like it was real
I always hated you for the way
you made me believe
I always hated you for the way
You made me love you

Because at the end of the day,
you'll leave me like I was nothing
like we were nothing
And I can't never get over you

a.r