How could you be in love
and do what you do,
say what you do.

Break glass
Push through

Push till you get inside
Push till you’re out

I’m not in love

A love I never knew
You’d sing to me when times were blue

Light the spark
Ignite the fire
Watch it die
Eat me alive so I’d never have to leave

It’s not how I feel,
chills rise as I see you smile

Carelessly in love
In love with careless

Lying in the grass during a dark night
Lit moon
Half dressed
Half torn
Something's tugging you from down under

The grass equally cut around you  
It feels like
A blank stare

I dreamt of you again.

You came home
You saw me
You didn’t care

Our kiss was passionate
I felt your strength
I squeezed you tight
Nothing’s quite right

Gazing at your blank stare
You didn’t want to be there

Your mother rang the phone  

I touched your face
Felt my fingers running through your hair
You kept your space

How real it was to see
You sitting in your bed with no company  

You didn’t notice me
You took your time
Occupied

Be afraid
Be very afraid
If you fear
Do it scared

I'll crawl to you
With my knees bent back
I'll make my way
Covered in grass

Beneath the ground
Spouting about
I'll get to you
Without a doubt

I had a dream
You were there
You didn't care

You came back home
You didn't say you cared

I saw you
You took me home
Everything's a blur

This feeling
Isn't grief

I saw you there
I wasn't prepared

It hasn't been too long
Your face seemed so real

Will it disappear
Faded memories

Your voice so strong
I hear your call
I hear that song

Will it fade
With the days

It's been too long

You told me you love me
I told you I loved it

I bled
I was bleeding
We were drunk
Out of mind
You told me you love me
I love you too

Held me close
I didn’t believe it
Drunken words
Truthful meaning?
Will he remember
I’ll always remember
I’ll never forgot

I feel the chills creep
Wondering as I think
You’re not here
But you won’t go away

I have so many things to say
But can’t speak

The flood beneath my feet

So slowly, so quick
It’s like falling in love
Then they’re gone

Tongue twisting between a lit cigarette
I want to wrap you up
Hold you down
to see those wide eyes -lit blue

Gasp and grasp,
open your mouth
I’ll hold you tight.
Lick the grime,
take the time,
make it mine.

I’ll watch you fade
within the days.

Gasp then grasp,
it turned to cigarette ash.

When you kiss my head I feel your compassion
When you hold my hand I feel loved
When you sing me sweet songs
I can't stop dreaming
About the things we can and cannot have
I know your soul won't live forever
You won't allow it til it’s too late
It will eat you alive like there's no tomorrow
Because you can't stand another day living with a past
When you dance around I know you're happy
So sweet like a face I never had
I look into your eyes and dream of tomorrow
But whose to know what's to come of it
I'll ask

The day has ended
It's gone it's done  
I see your face no more
When you hold me I feel it lasting
When you let go
I know there's nothing left

I met a love on a rooftop,
we jumped off.

Sunset tipsy,
we swam with our clothes half off.
Knee deep,
buzzed with no bikinis
with new identities, it's an open bar.

I never knew you,
still a mystery.

I miss you,
you were me.
I didn't know you,
I didn't know me.

You were older,
you saved me.

Now not bothered
missing out on your company.

You were an animal,
you showed me.

I met a love on a rooftop,
we jumped off.