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 Jan 2017 poetryofdhiman
April
I have no excuse
because that's the thing
I had my goodbye

I was just too young and naive to understand
you were leaving me

now I want you
desperately

I can't call out your name
you don't exist anymore
and I can't search the earth for your stories
they'll never be told again

everyone is forgetting you
year by year

I don't remember you
but I never want to forget you
I fell in love today.
With a man I'd never met.
He had a power over me, what can I say?
Oh, he's a hero, don't you fret.
He is tall, and witty, and debonaire.
He saved me from the bandits with his flashing swordplay.
All the while the sun glinting on his hair.
Then he took me back to his castle on page 109.
When he crowned me there was so much applause the walls shook!
I cannot wait to see what happens on the next line,
because my lover and I are one on the pages of this book.
One of the many realities I have escaped to in my time.
Reading, a pleasant distraction that cultivates ones mind.
It is so deliciously good, pleasure at its prime.
The characters I've met have taught me how to love and hate, how to be cruel and to be kind.
I have won battles, and lost friends.
I have made love with Vikings, and danced with mermaids.
And it almost always makes me weep when a book ends.
Then it's back to the bookstore on one of my story raids.
I can't wait to slip between the pages.
The ink to my mind like silk to my skin.
There I will meet heroines, criminals, and sages.
Between each set of covers a new life will begin.
Flip the pages and inhale the drug.
the fine biblichor that sends my head spinning.
A fine way at the end of the day to unplug.
A new book, the best way to get me grinning.
They tell me that I will find him one day
But I've also heard that one day turns into today
So how will I know the difference?
When do I get to tell my heart to stop hoping because someday has passed?
Now I know
Now I know this place isn't home.
Now I know the home is in the history.
Now I know my heart belongs where the buffalo roam.
Now I know my mind isn't such a mystery.
Now I know

Now I see
Now I see myself clearly.
Now I see my future laid out.
Now I see my worth.
Now I see the correct route.
Now I see

Now I feel
Now I feel free
Now I feel the tug of happiness
Now I feel the call of love.
Now I feel

Now I know
Now I know where I belong
Now I know it was okay to try.
Now I know its okay to be wrong.
Now I know
You play the role of a happy person
with a smile across your face.
But deep inside it hurts
And your crying out for help.
 Jan 2017 poetryofdhiman
Slur pee
My spine is shifted by the wavering hands of the wind,
Guiding me like a serpent, slithering through shredded skin.
What shall I find beyond me, this veil of illusion-
A light rain of hope or darkness, unmoving?

-SLuR
Does your heart ache
like mine does
knowing we are even
farther away from each other
than we were before
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