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Rivian Reid Aug 13
I was always there
You said you cared
I sent the message
16 hours no reply,
You said you cared
Yet I am suspended midair
All you shed was a single tear
The next day I was forgotten

I lay underground
26 hours no reply.
Rivian Reid Aug 13
my skin is my own
sewn to my bones
my blood is pumping
i can feel it rushing

my heart is heavy
with past mistakes
i promised myself i would never make

my brain is riddled with lies
i tell myself it’s okay to cry
yet i still wipe the tears from my eyes

i fell some type of pull
towards you
like two magnets of the opposite poles
we attract

my arms are weak
from working endlessly
to please
everyone around me

my skin is sewn together
woven together by a thread
yet it’s meaningless
because my pain is still present

i am wrapped in my sadness
like a living mummy
my body is not my own
and my mind is unknown

i am trapped
in my coffin
strapped to my deathbed
i feel undead
Dr Peter Lim Aug 13
Confused and bewildered
   the common human lot:
   peace, calm and joy
   they have not

   their minds have
   too many a thought
   on none firmly anchored
   no gain or comfort is wrought

   silent I will keep
   in no fixity will I be caught
   the net of freedom I will cast
   my worries will be nought.
To stand alone is to hold love’s key,
Though it may seem a paradox to thee.
For only the soul at ease in its own space
Can meet another in a deep embrace.

Not to possess, nor to bind in chain,
Not to depend, nor to stake a claim,
Not to reduce a heart to a mere thing,
Nor thirst for them as the only spring.

Such love grants freedom, pure and wide,
A vast, unmeasured, open tide.
And if they leave, the heart stands tall
For joy was never theirs to call.

Happiness blooms from one’s own light,
Not from another’s borrowed sight.
To love while free, and free while nearby
This is the truth the wise hold dear.
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nuggz Aug 13
i understand you lost someone
you lost a core part of yourself
an accident that tore our lives apart
and shattered what was left of our souls
i sacrificed myself for your loss
shoving it deep down away from me
to give you room to grieve
i took care of your children
took on the role that was given by their father
who couldn’t or wouldn’t be there for them
i could barely be there for myself
and gave it all to you
and then you took everything from me
lied about your logic
pretended you were innocent
and screamed at me behind closed doors
you may have lost an integral part of yourself
and i am so very deeply sorry for it
for it hurt me too
he was mine as well
but you took everything from me
without a care in the world
made me into a villain
and killed more parts of myself in the process
without an apology or an explanation
everything that i was, you stripped from me
for why? for the control? for your own unjustified reasons?
an audacity to lie to me about the real things
when i have always accepted everything you did
and defended you for it even when it made me a villain
exiled by my own family
to protect you and the girls i helped you raise
i hope you feel good
i hope you feel justified
i hope you feel powerful
because then it might have been worth the cost of my soul
because you never cared about shredding it in the first place
Ash
The dog who knew silence
the man who knows shame
the screaming violence
self hatred always came.
Years gone I never forget
cruel madness blind light
my sadness true regret
the noose forever tight.
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