You crave human touch, like flowers crave the sun after a long winter, but you won't believe it when they give it you. You expect everyone else to mean everything they say, just because you do, but God, aren't you stupid? You're single handedly handing tickets to your own doom. You see him as summer rain, as sweet ginger tea, as fronds on the living room, you see him as home, but you and I know he barely knows who you are. You're living the masochists ways. You're craving what you can't have. You're loving who won't love you back