She’s lost, though here – already gone When you embrace her, you embrace the air Who she is, who she was – what does it matter? Her laugh is a memory, her presence helps not She was never here, it’s just an illusion We tell ourselves: she’s really here! Be that as it may, she wills to not. She was born the slave of another Loosen the reigns? He will not. Though you try, though you cry, Your prayers fall on deaf ears – so it seems, anyway Your God is listening, but forces none She must see, she must believe She can’t see: she’s fading away Though here, she’s really not. ‘Tis a memory, she sees it not. She races to and fro, she loves and shares Yet living, she’s certainly a ghost For what is her existence but a memory? Though she’s now, soon she’s past Forever gone, forever lost A creature made in the likeness of her creator, Made to be, rather than be not She chose to not, she chose to live But wouldn’t see in living, she was really not Now you have eternity to forget: She was there, though she was not
From my book, "Aimless Wanderer" https://www.amazon.com/dp/1544626347