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s
that
form
thou
ghts,
that
form
words,
that          form
sente            ­     nces,
that                       form
rope,                         which
ties                               itself
into a                            noose.
Your                         ­     words
are also                    a rope,
that saves me from
drowning.

Psychologists say that you can only have a "crush" on someone for four
months, and after that you are considered "in love".

Can I really be in love with someone who I have:

NEVER felt his hand entwined with mine to see how they fit

NEVER leaned my head on his shoulder when I am feeling upset

NEVER been able to express the feelings that I have for him... because  I am forced to suppress them

NEVER have I been able to hear his affection towards me...because it is not there

NEVER felt his lips being gently pressed on mine

NEVER felt that intense moment when he looks at me and I can feel his loving gaze upon me

NEVER have I been able to feel his hand around my waist,gently pulling me closer, the feeling that he would NEVER wanted to let me go

NEVER

So, how can I be in love with you if we NEVER were.