When my brain turns cold
And my heart feels old
When it’s hard to breathe
When I cannot speak

When I am in a dark place
Following a trace
That is leading me to the gates
In whom I put my faith

When I am stuffed with pills
And time stands still
When I am losing the vent
As the death angel is sent

Will you come?
Will anyone come?
Will you cry?
When you watch me die!

Would you forget it all?
And answer my death call?
Will you sprinkle flowers of love?

I hate
The way you look at me
'Cause it makes me smile all day long

I hate
The way you smile
'Cause it makes my heartbeat goes wild

I hate
The way you talk
'Cause it makes me stare at you all day long

I hate
The way you treat me
'Cause it makes me couldn't stop thinking about you

I hate you
'Cause you make me fall in love with you
Again and again

At the age of 14
We first met

In the same class
Is this fate?

"Hi!"

My first greeting
My heart kept telling me
To be friend with you

'Friend'
That what was I thought
Till I fall in love with you

The more I know you
The more I wanted to be
More than friend

Whenever you greet me
Whenever you talk to me
My heart fluttered
I feel happy
I feel at ease

Three years passed
Now here we are
In the last year of school

Not long time ago
You will greet me first
You will gave smile to me first

But it seems things do change
You no more greet me
You no more talk to me
Not even give a smile

Why?
Tell me why?
There must be a reason

What wrong have I made?
Did something happen?

Tell me
Don't just ignore me
Without a reason

Now
You seems miles away
We no longer seem friend
We seem like stranger I could say?

My feelings toward you
What should I do with it?
Erase it away after three years?
I tried but I just can't

I really wanted to confess
I really do
But
I can't
I'm afraid
I'm afraid of the answer you'll give