things will get better
they always do

i don't know what is it about the heartbreaks.....

what's the point, eh?

👗

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to all the guys who thought they loved me
no, you never did
you simply liked the idea
you created in your stupid little head
of a soft girl who needed you to fix her
but that was never the case
i never led anyone of on
you did it to yourself
thinking you could tame the fire that burnt me alive
thinking you could give me a reason to survive
so fuvm for loving someone who never existed and trying to become better men

well, i know it's too early for a happy new year poem, but c'mon i couldn't stop myself from writing it........2021 has been an experience, but then every year is.....i've fallen, i've risen only to fall again and this page has witnessed each of those moments.......i've found people and lost people, i've learnt so much and yet felt pretty empty on so many days........but you know what kept me going? that i'm not the only one.........yes, you pretty reader, if you're still reading........then i must tell you this that you too have survived and fought and came out a stronger and better version of yourself.......this isn't a mental health speech or something because i personally don't believe in all that stuff.......self-help is helping yourself in the best way you can and for me it is writing whatever and however i want.......i don't create literary pieces here, but blurt out the first thing that comes to my head......so i hope you have an amazing year ahead and just be whoever the hell you want to be........

29.12.2021

i wish i could just let go
just set myself free
i am that chirpy bird
who has lost her beak

@subtletyunsubtle

P.S. i never wanted your warmth......i am too cold for that.

i don't even know why i'm writing this

i really don't know

tie me up and free my heart
it's you for whom my legs part
your voice gets me wet
your length in me sets
a rhythm that reaches its ******
leaving me lonely, lamenting & lax

i guess, love will never be enough

crème de la crème

the sexiest woman is the one who knows what she wants and has the courage to go after it

think like a king
act like a queen

your darkness, your brokenness
that's what draws me in
i don't want to fix you
but simply love you just the way you are

"A Strong Woman Doesn't Weaken Her Man Only Softens Him"
-Anonymous

the nip of a pen
the edge of a sword
monsters they slay
by cutting the chord

my wildness can't be tamed cuz baby i'm a memory that can't be framed

i can't stop being who i am
i can't lose myself while i try to find him for he'll go and find another..........and i"ll be left here
i don't know how to do this
i will hurt him but in the process i will be destroyed completely

i  don't know.........but i couldn't stop myself from writing this

thank you
:)

at present everything's too complicated to figure out