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Jun 2022 · 228
pointless
Påłpëbŕå Jun 2022
at the end of it all
all we are is mere dust
rising today for tomorrow's fall
to reside in earth's crust
we laugh we cry we hear we say
everyfuckingday
and pave our way
until we'll no longer stay
what gives life meaning is death
yet all we do is waste our breath
over anger and retribution
defying our very intuition
Påłpëbŕå Jun 2022
i don't need much
just your touch
in your arms i lay
and i know
that i'll be okay
hold me
and let me be
let me cry my heart out
yell and shout- oh so L O U D
letting these tears run down
because on days like these
when there's no peace
all i'll need is you
for me to get through
well, i guess it's time to stop reading novels for a while
Jun 2022 · 211
🌅🌏
Påłpëbŕå Jun 2022
i wish i could love like the sun
truly and wholeheartedly
for he burns for the one and only one
who shall never be his devotedly
she bears children he didn't make
yet he sets his life for them
only to rise again and take
a father's role from the sky's hem
he shines his light so that she can thrive
a love so profound that it hurts
because he'll give his all and survive
watching her from the outskirts
and one day when he'll be old and gray
he'll be close to her yet far away
it's bizarre how the earth and the sun are placed.....at a distance that's just so perfect, an inch away it'll freeze and an inch closer it'll burn......guess, the best love stories are often the worst tragedies
Jun 2022 · 335
THE BEGINNING
Påłpëbŕå Jun 2022
is this the end then?
when did this happen?
what led me to this place
when all i can do is rest my case
for i have no fight left in me
and all the fight has left me
thus, sit here i at this hour
caressing all my scars
counting all these stars
come have i a bit too far
and now there's no going back
everything's turning black
my sight and the night
for there's no rise of the sun anymore
just me and my mind after the before
silence and slow heart beat
a spirit mourning its defeat
THE END
May 2022 · 390
🧡
Påłpëbŕå May 2022
i saw him fall for someone who wasn't me,
yet i wonder why everyone but him couldn't see?
so he found what i had discovered,
and today i sit back in my chair with my heart uncovered,
nothing like love can ever exist,
because love is nothing more than a chemicals' twist!
Mar 2022 · 1.1k
It'll Be Okay
Påłpëbŕå Mar 2022
this loneliness creates a halo
making me weak to my marrow
looking for some hands to help
a support to lean on when i yelp
but like all of them he too went
tired of all my emotional vents
so he took off and left me right here
with my confused feelings and tears
so that we can both live and be
in his world i am just a mere liability
thus happily miserable i stay
letting time pass day after day
for i strongly believe that i will say
"hey pal, someday everything will be okay".
things will get better
they always do
Mar 2022 · 217
I Don't Know
Påłpëbŕå Mar 2022
if there's a grave for my heart
then bury it already
for i will immortalize our love art
through this poetry
i can't think of you and still
continue to be perfect
for every moment apart kills
and i am left to dissect
where the **** did i go wrong
because i am a mess now
for your preference do i long
but texting you can't i allow
i miss the idea of you in my life
and I can't do anything about it
without you do i survive
and write this down as here i sit
i hope you're happy now that i'm gone
a magic in making from tragedy born
what is it, eh?
Feb 2022 · 236
a shoulder to cry
Påłpëbŕå Feb 2022
he looked at me
when he said goodbye
with no regrets
in his words and eyes
all i could do was stare
at the man to whom I was bare
to please stay
even for a day
and take me in his arms
enveloping my palms
and embrace me fully
like some pretty poetry
for i don't wish for these stars or this sky
all i want is his shoulder to cry
all i need is his shoulder to cry
i don't know what is it about the heartbreaks.....
Feb 2022 · 367
°
Påłpëbŕå Feb 2022
°
we are a bunch of broken souls

that cry for their unfulfilled goals

struggling and suffering

burning and buffering

from birth to death

a complete circle of breath

we live only to die tomorrow

we're happy only to feel sorrow

so why come into this world

when there's nothing we can do

to make it a better place for me and you

and waste a chaste life in haste

for our species will end

and come Darwin's fitter

till then we'll blend

in this world of gold and glitter
what's the point, eh?
Feb 2022 · 196
🌊
Påłpëbŕå Feb 2022
trippin' in tipsy seas
smile i at the sky
being me, being free
my wings spread to fly
taking off away from home
i go where my heart roams
not buzzed because of *****
i'm just letting a little loose
👗
Jan 2022 · 329
Påłpëbŕå Jan 2022
l o v e

i s

a

l i e

&

l i e s

a r e

l o v e l y
⁉️
Jan 2022 · 811
block
Påłpëbŕå Jan 2022
i wonder how long it'll take
for me to make
something pretty on the eyes
about the sun and skies
or it could be about
rocks and rain
but something to come out
from my pen again
that i've refilled to the brim
yet chances of writing are slim
and here i write this
thinking about that promised kiss
which shall never be
now not even in my poetry
🚫
Jan 2022 · 216
i miss you
Påłpëbŕå Jan 2022
i miss the sun

i miss the heat

i miss the pounding of

my own ******' heartbeat

i miss your hands

i miss them on me

i miss the way

we both used to be

i miss your eyes

i miss their intensity

i  miss their fire

that burnt me for eternity

i miss your lips

i miss how they parted

i miss the ending

and how it all started

i miss you

i miss me

i miss us

and everything we could be
Jan 2022 · 1.3k
fuvm
Påłpëbŕå Jan 2022
you loved me in your thoughts
and thought that you loved me
for all i was a mere thought
that could never become your reality
so you bled on these pages
tore through your cages
and wrote and wrote and wrote
rowing your sinking love boat
merrily down the stream
living a ****** nightmare
you oh so lovingly called a dream
and now you think you want me back
but all you want is the idea you've had
of a girl with broken wings
of an angel who sings
but i ain't no angel baby
i am the devil you don't want to see
who'll never ever fall for you
i am a lie that'll never be true
so ******* and your make ego
for you'll never be my story's hero
i am the main lead of my tale
a peak that you'll never be able to scale
to all the guys who thought they loved me
no, you never did
you simply liked the idea
you created in your stupid little head
of a soft girl who needed you to fix her
but that was never the case
i never led anyone of on
you did it to yourself
thinking you could tame the fire that burnt me alive
thinking you could give me a reason to survive
so fuvm for loving someone who never existed and trying to become better men
Dec 2021 · 546
HNY
Påłpëbŕå Dec 2021
HNY
and as the year ends
nights and days blend
into this beautiful place
where we shall trace
a new art
through our hearts
and welcome with sheer
joy and love this brand new year

~from me to you
a very happy 2022 :)
well, i know it's too early for a happy new year poem, but c'mon i couldn't stop myself from writing it........2021 has been an experience, but then every year is.....i've fallen, i've risen only to fall again and this page has witnessed each of those moments.......i've found people and lost people, i've learnt so much and yet felt pretty empty on so many days........but you know what kept me going? that i'm not the only one.........yes, you pretty reader, if you're still reading........then i must tell you this that you too have survived and fought and came out a stronger and better version of yourself.......this isn't a mental health speech or something because i personally don't believe in all that stuff.......self-help is helping yourself in the best way you can and for me it is writing whatever and however i want.......i don't create literary pieces here, but blurt out the first thing that comes to my head......so i hope you have an amazing year ahead and just be whoever the hell you want to be........

29.12.2021
Dec 2021 · 220
thebirdwholostherbeak
Påłpëbŕå Dec 2021
i don't want feel this anymore
i wish this from my very core
how i try to act normal around
lonely as hell in these crowds
one look at me they see
how different i breathe
in this inferno i seethe
of agony, guilt and loss
seeking forgiveness from the cross
yet here i sit
in this dark depressing pit
and pray to be just like all
easy to love and for fall
this stubbornness of mine
keeps me from being fine
the thoughts in my head
make me twist in my bed
these images from my past
in my dreams and screams last
and make me want
to stop this haunt
yet helpless i lay
writing away
all this pathetic pain
******* again and again
i wish i could just let go
just set myself free
i am that chirpy bird
who has lost her beak
Dec 2021 · 242
Goodbye M
Påłpëbŕå Dec 2021
i am *****
i am flirty
i ******
i deduce
no man out there
will ever be aware
of how i play them all
making them fall
with texts and calls
that go on and on
heartless was i born
i am the worst kind
making them all blind
i'm the evil you write about
whispering in your shouts
how i broke your stupid little heart
toying with you from the very start
but one thing you said was right
making you feel is a pure delight
i am the fiercest flame
so today i take the blame
i betrayed the one friend i made
making him devoid of all his shades
i am wicked and nothing more
-your beloved attention *****
@subtletyunsubtle

P.S. i never wanted your warmth......i am too cold for that.
Nov 2021 · 810
sol
Påłpëbŕå Nov 2021
sol
i wish i could be
a bit more like you
because being me
is simply too blue
i followed your steps
went where you did
still could not prep
to reach where you did
you've been that star
i've witnessed from afar
and all i have been
is an ugly scar
you don't even think
or will ever blink
in my direction
and today
this thought
makes my heart sink
i  don't know what it is
the guilt, the regret?
or simply a chance i'll miss
because my demons won't let
or ever set
me free
and in this ocean of me
i'll drown
going way down

-to the muse who'll never know that i wrote this for him
i don't even know why i'm writing this
Nov 2021 · 236
depression
Påłpëbŕå Nov 2021
is depression
lack of expression?
a friendly shove
of long lost love?
too much pain
numbed yet again?
loss of your sister?
a cheating mister?
broken trust?
past pretty unjust?
no more affection?
no chance of resurrection?
lack of will to live?
or nothing left to give?
no more words left to write?
long lost will to fight for light?
too much darkness in your eyes?
no truth left untainted by lies?
bleeding heart that can't pump blood?
an impending tear-flood?
abused and bruised for way too long?
you can't find where do you belong?

depression is everything yet nothing at all
it is the rise that doesn't happen after the final fall
i really don't know
Nov 2021 · 250
heartache
Påłpëbŕå Nov 2021
you think you know heartache
can distinguish between real & fake
but you don't-not until
it stills your soul and kills your will
it guts you alive making it hard to survive
it makes you bleed and difficult to feed
it makes you your worst nightmare
an eternal scare
and all you think is why did you care
why couldn't the world be a bit fair?
so much pain you try hiding
want to end up confiding
but you can't
simply can't
because it keeps you going
keeps you from showing
what you really feel
so don't you reveal
pretending you care no more
even when you're nothing like before
oh reader you're changed yet the same
-wild emotions tough to tame
Nov 2021 · 400
miserably melodious
Påłpëbŕå Nov 2021
i love it when you're rough
i love it when you're sweet
for this time with you is enough
sweating under the sheets
you make me cry
you make me sigh
with a pleasure so deep
that i don't feel cheap
for wanting what belongs
to someone else's songs
like the lyrics you flow
making me glow
with your musical mind
that makes me blind
to her very existence
not an ounce of repentance
for having you inside me
lets me be oh so free
that i get high
on these sugary lies
of you being mine alone
until beeps your phone
tie me up and free my heart
it's you for whom my legs part
your voice gets me wet
your length in me sets
a rhythm that reaches its ******
leaving me lonely, lamenting & lax
Oct 2021 · 1.1k
wanton
Påłpëbŕå Oct 2021
dilated pupils
heated skin
amazing skills
a hell lot of sin
beating hearts
***** talkin'
tasting tarts
lips lockin'
burning desire
heightening senses
a spread fire
in love soaked lenses
hands all around
still not enough
blindfolded and bound
in the lust cuffs
a **** is she
or a ***** you call
a wanton spree
rising to fall
in a pleasure so deep
so raw so forbidden
a secret she'll keep
and stay hidden
filled with shame
her wildness she tames
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