I feel like i'm inside a room,
with nothing to hear but full of fear,
hoping that I can resist my tear.

I'm wondering how things can be so complicated,
when all I did was to understand,
that there were things that you had,
with one snap now it's gone.

I'm wondering why people leave,
now i'm alone with nothing to feel,
still thinking why they broke the chain,
when all I did was to accept in anyway I can.

Am I still not enough,
why does it have to be this rough,
didn't you realize my worth,
why do you have to be this cold.

I'm tired of chasing everyone,
'cause i'm always being ignored,
it kills me when I chase you,
and you won't even take a glance on me.

I'm alone, I can feel the tear,
I don't know if I'll be able to hear,
and be able to throw this fear,
I'm in danger and I can't escape anymore.

Sometimes
I close my eyes
and open them again
to see no difference

Then I wonder
which part of my day
is more painful to bear
the sleeping or the waking?

When I sleep, I dream
I dream of nightmares
of my past
and of you

When I wake up, I think
there's nothing to do but think
of what I'm doing with my life
and of you.

Now that I think about it
I can no longer tell the difference
between sleeping and waking
for it has always been about you.