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My stomach hurts.
I'm not sick,
I'm anxious.

My heart is racing.
I'm not having a heart attack,
I'm anxious.

I have chills.
I don't have a fever,
I'm anxious.

The thermometer says 102 degrees.
Now I know I'm sick
And anxious.
We'll spend the night together,
and talk all through the night.
We'll change our minds forever,
and find out what's inside!
And if
We fall apart,
Well that's alright.
Cuz we'll always have our memories
That we cherish all the time!
Maybe forever
Won't last.
But that's fine by me!
Cuz for forever,
You were beside me,
And all fun comes
To an end.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma, Frances Lefevre
...
Ding.
...
I check and find something.
A text from you,
I'm turning blue.
I don't want to speak to you.

How I've been used.
Socially abused.
I don't want to talk,
Just keep staring and mock.

Don't look at me,
Don't talk to me,
Just leave me here to be.
Please.

Look that way,
Look away,
Look the other way
From me.

Don't stare,
Don't act like you care,
Don't like how everything's fair,
It's not fair.

I'm just fine,
Stop asking.
Interest
Is just what I've been lacking.
For: Frances Lefevre
I'm only happy
Cuz I'm with you.
You're my happy place.
When I think of it,
I find you,
and all my sadness ends.
For: Jenny Thoma
Visit me in Stockholm
We'll be happy together
Locked up and stuck wherever
Stay with me
Forever
For: Huxley Densen
Is it still love,
If nothing ever changed?
Is it still love,
If my feelings were denounced?
Is it still love,
If you forgot my name?
Is it still love,
If you never look my way?
For: Frances Lefevre
Ignore the signs of mental state decline
I’m fine is the typical reply

Depression is used so often that the word
Loses meaning as quickly as the life its leaning.

And isn't that exactly right?
You get one word to describe your problem
Your feeling overlooked, alien, lonely, and sad.
And society makes that word as useless
As all the others you scream at no one.

Makes me want to burn the world down.
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