i want my voice to be stronger than it is
but all i am is small
my body feels big when i wear it,
but when i'm wrapped around someone else
i can't help but feel
small
my words carry strength
that stings when you get too close
my mind is a loaded gun.
and all the power i felt
swept me away once more
i bring a sense of hopelessness
so when i'm happy
i am tired
               .