Why do you hate me so much?
Why do you break my heart?
I gave you my all, I really did.
You used to love me, you know.
You said you wanted it to be us.
Liar.
Only you can fix my heart out of everyone!
But you hate me now.
So I guess I'm nothing.
When do you want me to **** myself?
Just say the word Andy.
If you don't love me,
If I am a disappointment to you.
Then there is no point to live.
This is it Andy.
The knife is on the counter.
I would cry if you killed yourself,
But you're laughing.
Goodbye.
Wait, I'm sorry.
No, nevermind.
Goodbye.
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To lose what I've gained would be such a wonderful thing.

These snowballs from God are scattered everywhere,
Just like our love right now.
No clue how it got here,
But in a million pieces.
It started with one snowflake,
And here we are
Knee deep in a snow drift.
Let the sun shine down,
And bud new things.

I am that girl who is on her knees puking her guts up,
But it is just a bad flu.
I am that girl who cries in the shower for a long time,
But I couldn't get the dirt off.
I am that girl who doesn't sleep all night waiting for a text,
But it was just a bad dream.