Lying next to you is like heaven on earth.
Surely you dont realize what exsactly you do to me.
My heart is in ruin.
How the **** can I let you go.
I cant find sleep.
I'm watching you sleep.
And your talking in your sleep.
These little moments with you I will always cherish.
Why did you give yourself to me, if you were just going to leave.
I understand you need to find yourself.
Let yourself heal from a wicked past.
A past that haunts you so badly.
Theres no room left for me.

I need to be a man about this.
I need to let you go.
But darling I cant seem to know how.
Before sunrise you'll be gone.
Out of my life.
I love you C.
Always have always will.
Please come back.
Please be my wife.

i remember the first time i saw you
and a poem started forming
in my mind

how i would be describing the way
your hair flows over your eyes
or the way you would talk

how you knew what words to say
in times of my sadness
or even words to make me happy

you were the type of person
any poet would write about

i fell in love with you
and i could write about you endlessly

see even after you broke my heart
here i am
writing *a poem for you.