soon enough, she's going to be where i was
how special you made me feel or loved
it's okay, as long as you're happy
even if i'm not

i didn't mean to but i locked eyes with you today and honestly  thought i was okay but it all flooded back in.

day 5 without you:
****.
you aren't even the same person that i knew

i'd give up the world to have my world back.

how funny is it that i depend on a plant to forget about you?

i always had what if's &
you said don't think about them
they all became true :/

is it that easy to forget someone like that
to forget everything that happened
how was it so easy for you to walk away
after everything you said
it's literally tearing me apart at this moment
as i write my heart out on this blank template
how did you do it
how did you manage to switch up on me so quickly
why did you believe what everyone else was saying
i can do nothing now but get high or drunk all the time to forget about you
soon, you're gonna get her and she is gonna take my place
the thought of you doing that burns a hole in my mind
i greatly like how you even told me you loved me
but yet again we don't do that to people we love
maybe you don't even know what love is.
while i'm supposed to focus on myself, i think of the things you're doing every second.
things always end up like this for me.
they come and when they leave, they bring everything with them
i'm so lost
i can't even think straight anymore.