In death the hungry are in equilibrium with the rich, yet blood has yet to spill. In theory more deprivation would induce clarity..But how could one think on an empty stomach?

I used to have a god, His shoulders always freezing. I heard that they were warm and in your life they were appeasing. Iv never heard him speak, iv never felt his presence. Iv never seen his face, you say you'v felt his grace? so wonderfully described. I heard that with his essence people feel way more alive.

Jumping in the churches, Running round in circles. Confidence emerges when good fortune comes through worship..Or so it seems, luckily serene. Nothing there to pester you no demons wolves or fiends. God is watching over you from heavens you are seen. You give his building money so they have the funds to feed..a god fearing mind all the ******* that it needs.

I was raised a christian, told that id find joy if i had given god submission.
They said that if i prayed enough my holy dad would listen.. Right..
Sitting in the night, Hands together tight. I hope that you respond, maybe this time he might. Maybe ill see a sign, or my mind receive an answer. Time is passing by..my faith for you is cancer.

I see things clearly now, the rain has passed me by. I meditate alone, awaken my third eye. Become one with myself, no god inside my soul. The rain has passed me by..it drenched me in the cold.

I had so much to say,
about the worlds decay.
Now i can walk by,
without batting an eye..

You let me fall away,
Like trees who shed their leaves..
In dirt left to decay,
My savior was the breeze..

With a kiss a soul absorbed
A touch completely healing
I told you all my faults
My scars i am revealing
I set my pain aside
You understand the feeling

Of being tossed aside
Like a shody tool
Or **** you had to hide
Descend a sloppy fool
For you had sent me down
A thousand flights of stairs
as i was unprepared when you said you didn't care

I loved you so obnoxious blossoming petals
oh how blindly i focused
Eyes neglecting your thorns ;
it was easy to forget that i was worth quite the same
It was harder to remember from which door i had came
i would clutch you in my palms and hold you close to my nose
Now my hands have some holes ;
and my blood is exposed...

I loved you so obnoxious blossoming petals
oh how happy you made me
Whiffs of joy killed dispair ;
it was easy to forget that i was still on my own
No one actually there
no one entered my zone...
No one really has possession of others
this idea is alluding
Ties your heart in a knot
are these devils intruding
Were they always around ?
watching as i withstand
To push my face in the ground..

Nobody cares bout your heart ache
start making money
Walkin round town folks
looking at me funny ;
No practical skills
not a lawyer or a genius but..
I can tell you how it feels
in multitudes of ways
To not wanna be real
to want to fade away ;
I can show you how
my inner being drowned
From being in this town
from staying on the ground ;
Everyones an alpha dog
always looking down ;
Never eat the scraps
just leave them on the ground ;
I often danced to sounds
like no one was around
To noise they couldn't hear
till no one was around..

In a situation where the troll under the bridge is armed, the riddle being difficult as a bomb to disarm. You wonder why your journey has lead you here to this place. Why do we exist who created the human race? No one has the answer, i really need to get by.

The troll accepts no money..he has a lazy eye. His beard hairs shaggy green..his eye looks at the sky. The other very focused..it stares me in the face. His frown is very mean..i feel so out of place. His blade tight in his hand..his eye still looks at space. I offered him a joint..He let me leave this place.

Im walking from the bridge, into the dragons lair. If i take its head at home a hero I'm declared. Brave the flames for honor, Brave the flames for money. I died to please my brothers, If only they had loved me.

Aiming for the stars
But cannot reach the trees
Trying to move mountains
But running from the bees
Tryna swim away
but i can't wade in water..
Tryna warn the sheep..
Before they all get slaughtered..

A feeling from a crevice that you didn't know existed, the seed i planted resonated grew and then up lifted. It hungered so i watered it, quenched its thirst for food. You were the blazing sun that gave it light. I am soothed by your sight. Your love for me was crude, i exude no more fight. For the loss of your love meant the loss of my might...Sike^.^

Unseen like the breeze
they say its a disease
Mental
existential
Lack essentials
nice parental ;
Seemed it meant nada
remain low key
If you not a top shotta  ;
so it goes
Ache from the soul
never feel whole
Till his hands reach his goal
high like the sun
Drive wasn't fun
regret filled his lungs
Exhaled lots
got got ;
Buried in the shade
trees kept him cool
Against his cards raged
friends out phased
Tall walled maze
pretty ****** lost
Slummed out days

Your mind is a mountain i wish i could climb
Your eyes are like water i wish i could drink
Your soul is so pure
No one set to taint it
Im given the chance
With pain I'm aquatinted

You were so cool though
I never thought id feel at home
Being left alone to suffer
Love was lost again
Start looking for another
To find that it is pointless
Searching for the one
Who puts you in the sky
To blaze just like the sun

You'll find your flame short-lived
You'll find that you are falling
Not deeper in love
To dirt where bugs are crawling
You hit the ground and live
Get up and can't walk
But still have love to give

Sit with broken legs, or maybe get some pegs
You'll have a better look
For turning females heads

Then you'll find the one
Then you'll find your lover
Just you your love and pegs
Dissolving in each other

Blame revolving issues on foreign and ruling entities
fall in love again and my friend again is my enemy
I am not the same as i was
before you severed me
Knowing that when push comes to shove
you wont remember me
Guess i cannot fill in this void
with someones pleasantries..
You really don't belong
inside my deepest thoughts
My feelings are still strong
i hate that..

Its hard to love an Enigma who was never there for you. When your soul is often starving but you can't forage for food your left alone. Faith is believing in hocus pocus for the self deceiving comfort that someone's watching you breathing.

No ones watching you **** air in despair, in your soul is everything meaning everything's there. Why feel alone, your alive here to thrive. synthesized uniquely with your own shuck and jive.

Allow your mind to be the fortress that you want it to be, from the top you look for demons who are longing to see. The inner workings of your masterpiece they'll want you to flee, as they tear the insides down as fee for hiding from the.

Even in your weaker moments, try to draw your blade, sharpen it and hone it. **** your demons with it you'll feel better than before, free from mental tyranny But FED screams never more.

Lust can be disgusting,
Not looking at my mind.
But every piece of beauty in my flesh that you could find..

Is it selfish of my soul to wanna die
throwing every issue
My family behind
im fine
No really
i swear ill be ok
Basking in the heat
as the sun rules the day

You learn to not hold grudges for those who left you longing love
Only after going through the pain of being unrequited
Later you must act is if the hand behind the blade..
is unindicted
The love that remains inside your soul has not decided
If you should **** the rest of your feelings
I mean...their unrequited..

The love i shared with you truly felt like the most marvelous thing i would ever experience..Without that the world is black and white..
My thoughts are black as night,
Since then my heart has hardened,
As theirs no light in sight..

Swords swing with words, you feel it in the breeze. Penetrate your armor make you buckle at the knees. My heart was yours to please, you let it die with ease. Sword swung with words, i felt it in the breeze.

My days have gotten brighter, My skin has gotten stronger, My back has gotten lighter. My eyes have gotten wider. I see you over yonder, i want you by my side but the eyes never met on your heart and your mind.

I came with tea and magic
you pushed them both aside
I brought you clouds and rainbows
so vibrant from the skys
you let them sit alone
so sorrowfully surprised
always inside my dome
nothing to help you rise
anchor inside your pocket
resulting in your demise
fire burning earths bottom
flames barely touching your soul
i hope that you can love me
maybe then i can be whole

Spent his time gazing into space
depression has no weight nor a hight nor a face
Thinking of a place where he could nestle that was warm
growing quite familiar with his demons by the swarm
Invited them to eat with him as loneliness had grown
invited them to stay with him for empty was his home
Nothingness was common in the center of his flesh
issues were his homies bringing multitudes of stress
Feeling type inadequate among the happy folk
many saw these problems as a giggle or a joke.

Lift a spliff in heaven
smoke it in hell ;
Feast for days inside the moments
i wasnt expelled ;
From your presence
your love
The gift you give us all ;
my angel i have fallen
I cant get past the wall.

A feast!
To say the very least,
Grand ol fans fold eating from the beast..
But who is really eaten?
Who is not mistaken?
Who will soon awaken?
The eaten aren't alive,
Only the living thrive
To maybe open third eyes...orr
Maybe not.
Majority of people like aesthetics that are not...
Pleasing to me i wander sadly in my mind as I'm unable to see,
Whats enthralling about money that is far from your possession.
Deep inside the being of a monsters thick intestines..
Deep inside the mind of brothers leaving you to die..
I ponder as to why nobody hears my angry cry..
Is it not ferocious?
Still too softly spoken?
Why do you not feel it?
The muddle of erosion..
The lack of conscious thought..
It seems it is on purpose
But still i see your caught.
Your brothers lie to you
They aren't really happy..
Money isn't joy..
Tis a shiesty ploy,
To keep your spanned attention
Within their false direction..

Walk with me children ^.^
Ill show you how to live.
Without bravado talk and pride that money loves to give..

Its seems
that i
Am caught
in webs
That i
once thought
I cleared
before
They rear
their heads
They mock
they laugh
Im stuck
i cant
Get out
no more

Walls closing in as if their implementing tactics
Monkeys throwing wrenches which are typically sporadic  
Pulling each one out of my sloppy built machine
Thinking of my brothers
Misfortunes they have seen

But i am here
*******
Jealous
Annoyed

Somewhere a clip had jammed
Someplace stomachs devoid
Someone lost their fam
Some kids never had toys

My sisters all complaining
Ma..
you make chicken all the time
1st world problems
Will rob your senses blind

I often tried to fly
Like Icarus i pummel toward the ground from the sky..

Always under siege,
my body and my mind.
Chakra has been blocked,
for long amounts of time.
Love is like the clouds,
Admired from afar.
Everyone sees something,
thats unlike what they are.

I learned when i ascended,
into the baron sky.
Expecting lots of clouds,
but none where flying by.
Without a cushioned seat,
i fall down and repeat.
The same recovery,
from past discovery..

Clear skies
straight out the woods
Birds will advocated for joy
its misunderstood

I dig deep
deep..
deep down inside
Pull out everything i felt for you and toss it aside

Watch my heart decompose
watch the sun rise again
Watch the leaves flutter down
wish to die yet again
Angels blessing my mind
devils clutching my spine
Iv been running forever
but their always behind
Air adorning the lands  
curse the gods for this grievance
As you slip through my hands..

Used to scream when i got stabbed in the back
when their weren't many blades to show i had been attacked
Living for the future got me feeling ****** in the moment
looking back it seems as though iv been my toughest opponent
Love is often in my mind alike to swimming from sharks
overjoyed if you make it
But you'll most likely die
as the current is vicious
Where the predator thrives
am i ***** for staying
Where my strings aren't tied..
used to scream when i got stabbed in the back
Now i use the knives they left me for revenge i exact ;
a homie had once told me i should dig up two graves
When im getting one back
for the pain that they gave..

Never ******* about the lack of sunshine in the sky
never changed the way i walk to keep my sneakers dry
Often tried to change the lesser aspects of my self
failing miserably then straight secluding using stealth

Dreaming of a place where only i alone exist
running from the monkeys on my back i should resist
Eating quite abundantly until i cannot walk
screaming at the trees until i find i cannot talk

On the days where your sun is dim and your moon is blinding..
Those times where hope is thin and your faith is dying..
Cherish the glimmer of the homie that is usually bright,
Rejoice in subtle peace where nations war in the night..
Eat from trees forbidden that you know to be wrong..
Gain the knowledge and the power to be free from the pen,
Gain the strength and the vitality to overextend..
Learn the pathways of the wolves and you will never be eaten,
Surround your hill with kings and you will never be beaten..
Stare into the sun and you will surely go blind..
Or maybe you'll see things differently than how their designed..
As if nature ever had anything to say..
As if people are zealously kind hearted today..
As if all nations stopped their bickering..
As if the senseless death aint sickening..
As if the money from the 1 percent is trickling...
Listening to the earth,
You hear a lot of tails.
Looking at the dirt,
There are endless blood trails..

If you were attacked by fire breathing dragons what would you do..?

Ill Breathe in every toxin
Ill worry about your thoughts
On the battlefield a fox
Running as if chased by cops
I drink from the mainstream
Like all the other sheep
Keep my belongings close
Without them i will weep

I only attack in a pack
Strength resides in numbers when individuals slack
Im accepting gradually..that
I myself intact
Embody immorality
It sinks into my sanity
Spreads throughout my veins
I know this isn't right
But i am so disgusting...

Sike ^.^

Ill exhale every toxin without breathing them in
Ill push your thoughts aside
And let mine fly like wind
A giant on the battlefield
Running as if chased by cops
Are the warriors below
claiming they could **** a man
who's toes matched their ego size
drinking from the stream thats main has never been
very wise

The FED would tell you other wise
Stuff your mind with advertisements, Faulty news, and other lies
Tell you things that they say are important while our brothers die
Setting up the world for richer classes to stay glorified

Washed away at sea,
Something had came to me.
As if a sign from god,
as if he spared the rod.
As if he did exist,
Although i did persist.
In hating his creations,
causing earths devastation..
Its nothing..
Mother nature bluffing.
Water tugging angrily above hell she would dangle me..
I know,
This feeling in the land.
The warming of the sun,
The bugs beneath the sand.
I was spared today,
But still don't hear relay.
From heaven in the sky,
or hell beneath my eyes..

My body feels like air
In large bodys of water
My mind feels like a rock
Inside a flock of sheep
My hands in dirt to reap
The seeds the ground did keep
I planted them so now
I rip them out the ground

Seedlings turn to trees
Light transforms to dark
I smell it in the breeze
Like couples on the ark
In large bodys of water
We sit light as the dark
I had you by my side
Destined for more than sharks
you jumped ship drowned and died
I watch them eat you up
I feel the heat inside

First world issues got your bundle in a knot
brothers being labeled by police and getting shot
Many are confused with the delusion in the plot
which keeps us separated so the fed can reap his crop..
Its not
Ok
It stops
Today
The "strong" will pay
The weak
Will say
No more..
show your insecurities the door
We need to build each other like we never have before..
i tell my brother everything his ego needs to hear
So we can push up forward with the ******* in the rear..
say hi ; to victory as weakness leaves your side
Get used to different company and bolster forth your stride..

P e o p l e  **** , pretend to care but never gave a *******

Everybody's trying to be appealing
As heaven
As love
As money
As trust
As ***
Im stressed
This test
Of life
Has me
A mess

Is it selfish to long for what one needs
Id hate to be labled by lust
And greed

Am i stupid for falling in love again
It feels like it
I dont like it

Sometimes i don't belong in my skin
depression would have me aching while i held it within ;  
While wishing he had somebody
somebody who could destroy this
He let his sadness take over like how devils posses..

I really do belong in my skin
love would have me cursing at the heavens above
Many would **** their brother
like abel and cain ;
He'd show love to one another
the sisters the sons and mothers
Only way of escaping inescapable pain..

I wish i could belong in my skin
body cold like heavy snow all-though he's warmer within ;
While wishing he had somebody
somebody who he could cuddle
Somebody who'd help rebuttal devils talking to him;
he gave up.

Drowning in aesthetics
Les poision left you blind
I see the river streaming
Your thirst is used to bind
For all are born with curses
Those needs you satisfy
The food you eat is worthless
Always unsatisfied
I love living for nothing  
I wish i had no needs..
Unable to relate..
To acts of selfish greed..

Used to see ****
on the roads
On the dark sides
Used to love to love
now i hate
Cuz my hearts fried
all i did was give
Gave to much
now im empty
Wanna be alone
not in love
Please dont temp me..

The clutches of depression are similar to trigon
It squeezes till you die then devours you like a python
I wish ages ago that bygones could be bygones
But hands where chopped for gold
Lives were lost for land
So others could expand..
Cold..
You learn to dress in layers
Pray to gods of choice
And hope they peep your prayers..

Same cycle
same lack of love and feeling
Lack of self worth in my character revealing
chase you round in circles
Iv fallen many times
my face inside the mud
I taste the **** and grime
wipe the dirt off fast
And catch up to my love
my gorgeous gift from heaven
My blessing from above

All for one always did come before one for all,
If brothers fall theres more to go around..
If you go around you'll notice that you need more money to go around..
All for one before i decide if I'm ready to give all to some.
All for i so my kids can live well when i die.
All for me so i can see where the riches lie.
All forever mine as the people bend with brittle spines..

Babe ;
I don't call her that cuz she's not mine..

He picked his piece of heart up from the street
the one who broke it also had once made em feel complete
defeat ;
he swore to god that he would rise again
losing love for women , man , children , and his friends
pretend ;
that he wont overextend -
again ;
satan came close to unmend
his ends..
He sat along the side
piecing back together what was trust ;
his pride ;
the lies ;
they'v come to show you who is king again
life is like a circle
the cycle never ends -
No money is his pockets
he poured in her his soul
Only to be given
abundances of tolls..

Love can be a struggle
its hands over your eyes
Running into walls as it laughs while your blind
behind ;
Aching from the line called your spine
feeling my surroundings like a mime i cant find ;
An exit
revitalize my brother like a medic
Taking in wisdom to forget it then regret it
obscene
He let her in a place no one had seen
she ****** up the interior and took some of his green
For now
he shouted all his grievances aloud
In hopes that god would hear em and start clearing up the clouds
the shroud ;
Still remaining over his eyes
her words consist of lies in which his dinner comprised ;
Her eyes were like an ocean which he wish he could swim
wished he could thrive
Inside where many men prolly died
when he tried to test the water they had snapped at his pride..
So it goes
since then he never dared to dip his toes
And strayed away from sirens that had called to those on roads..

I feel numb
no one hears the beat of my drum
Ill dance alone until i find the place that i come ;
from
Annoyed
isn't love grand
That thing that you'v been searching for
killing grains of sand
Exploring different lands
to leave with empty hands
My grievances expand
my ship is undermanned
Im lacking words for you
inside a bottle crammed
No plans
no tools
Just aching in the sun
don't wanna catch your feelings
You toss them and ill **r u n

I wish you had to have joy
Like how you have to slap kids on the wrist

Like how the sun has to rise
Like how the clouds have to ****

I wish that people could see
How pretty ugly could be..

I wish that people would grow
And let love nurture their souls..

suppost to be easy..
Suppost to be fun..

At first its like love
is luring you in..

As if its a trap..
it doesn't make sense..

Why can't we love
but keep all our sense..

Bummed
picking up the crumbs
People grown numb
all craving green thumbs
No one is abundant as the fed who sits atop
the heaping pile of people who are slowly reaping crops

Separated
wrongly legislated
Segregate and weaken
before unties peaking
Some will see the lies
others live their lives
Without batting eyes
toward a kins demise

Another one who's babbling of peace and unity
cumbersome is life when your unchained untruly free
My eyes were tightly shut
but even then i felt
As if the cards at hand
where incorrect when dealt..