And tonight, I cry so hard..
I'm wake up, and I don't know where I am.
I'm alone and lost.

And tonight, I cry so hard..
It's like I've been sleep-walking these few months..
I don't know what am I doing here..

And tonight, I cry so hard..
This is not what I'm dreaming of..
This is not what I want..

I opened my eyes. I just knew, that I'm lost.
I see that tiny light. yeah, that's hope
but it's so far away.
so so far away.. and I just can't walk anymore.
I just can't take this life no more.

Fate is kind. that's what I always said.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Now I kneel down. I ask God.
Dream is the only thing I've got.
Why did he take it from me?
Hope is the only thing I've believed.
Why did he take it away?

And tonight, I pray.
*"Thy will be done."

tip the scale
rip the veil

cold and lonely
If only, if only

beauty bought
***** socks

open bandages
blank pages

Just sit there
by yourself

read a book
take a look

in the mirror
your own fear

of the face
that you'll make

demons too real
for you to not feel

their horrid presence
all too malevolent

you're on your own
Sweetheart, you're really alone